her rubbing her shoulders and patting her hair. Unlike Judith Kingsley, whatever hostilities Daphne had harbored the night before seemed forgotten in her anxiousness over the fate of family members. Mrs. Monroe at times dashed away tears of her own with the backs of her knuckles, but otherwise maintained a brave face for her ward. I wondered how she managed it. Her husband, two sons, and brother-in-law were all on that boat.
For the moment, Grace and Cousin Gertrude seemed to have forgotten their differences. I saw no disparaging looks pass between them. Unable to keep still, I went to the window that looked out at the ocean. The rain had tapered to a light drizzle. Earlier, the remaining men on Virgil Monroeâs sloop had been rescued by one of the Life-Saving cutters. Then, using pulleys and winch, the cutter had towed the damaged sloop away. The other cutter remained in the vicinity and several other vessels joined it, a mix of pleasure craft and fishing vessels. Apparently word had spread through Newport. The boats fanned out over the water in what looked to be about a mile in each direction and were methodically sailing in an almost gridlike formation.
âSome of those boats look like volunteers from the Yacht Club,â Grace murmured. I jumped at her voice; I hadnât heard her approach. âHow splendid of Neilyâs sailing comrades to join the search. I do hopeââ She broke off, swallowing.
âYou mustnât worry,â I said firmly. âItâs certain Neily is safe in town by now. Whoever theyâre searching for fell from the Monroesâ sloop, not my uncle Williamâs ketch.â
âEmma is right, Miss Wilson.â Gertrude had come to stand at my other side. The dark slash of her brows pulled inward. âYou neednât worry about Neily. My brother is my concern, and my familyâs.â
Had I believed them to have reached a temporary truce? How wrong I was. My cousinâs rudeness sent me whirling to face her. âGertrude . . .â
âItâs all right, Emma,â Grace whispered.
âIâve already telephoned over to The Breakers and told them what little I know.â Gertrude went on as if she hadnât committed an unpardonable slight against Grace and, by association, me. âThe very moment there is any further news Iâll rush home to tell them. Theyâre worried, of course, but I reassured them the ketch appeared sound as it sailed off with all crew members aboard.â
Grace ignored her and stared out at the activity on the water. âWhom do you suppose theyâre searching for?â
I shook my head, my teeth clamping the insides of my cheeks. Though I wished ill fate on none of the men aboard the sloop, I refused to consider that it could be Derrick lost to the waves. He and I had last parted on such uncertain terms, and I couldnât help but blame myself for that. For the better part of last year I had sent him mixed messages, offering my regard one moment only to withdraw it the next. Why? Because I feared where that regard might lead me. Because I wasnât yet ready to commit to him or any man. Because . . .
Because in truth I doubted that he or any man could form an attachment as swiftly as he had . . . to me.
Meâplain, ordinary, unexciting Emma Cross. Surely what had aroused Derrickâs interest had been the danger we had shared in facing death on more than one occasion. Oh, Iâd cited my desire to remain independent, to achieve success in my life and my career on my own terms and in ways that would be considered unseemly for a society wife. Iâd pointed out the differences in our backgrounds and how Iâd never fit in with his upper-class family.
But Iâd had plenty of time in the interim to examine my motives and admit the truth, at least to myself. I had feared that once the excitement had worn off, so, too, would our infatuation with each other. It seemed sometime