Iâm sure you agree. You obviously took these pictures with love. It shows.â
He thought the young man would cry again, but he didnât. âSure, go ahead and take one,â he said.
âI like this one,â Wilcox said, carefully removing the photo from the first page. âItâs beautiful,â he said. âSheâs beautiful.â
Wilcox stood and extended his hand. âIâd better be going,â he said. âYouâve been very generous with your time, Philip, and I donât want to wear out my welcome. May I call you again if I have further questions?â
âThatâll be okay. Do you have any idea when weâll be able to have a funeral for Colleen? Her mom and sister keep asking about that.â
âItâll be a while, Iâm afraid,â Wilcox replied. âWhen a death is the result of a homicide, the police need to keep the body for a period of time. Hereâs my card, Philip. Call any time. Iâd like to help.â
âThanks. I appreciate that, Mr. Wilcox.â
âAnd please express my condolences to Colleenâs mother and sister and other family members. I may try and talk with them in a day or two, once the shock is past.â
Wilcox went to his car and dropped down into the driverâs seat. While talking with Connor, heâd suffered the same mild lightheadedness and vague nausea heâd experienced when interviewing Jean Kaporisâs roommate, Mary Jane Pruit. He rested his head against the seatâs back and closed his eyes until the feeling passed, and spent the next few minutes making descriptive notes about the apartment to use in the article.
He knew heâd taken advantage of Connorâs vulnerability. The young man was obviously a naÃf, his lack of worldliness evident. There had been instances in Wilcoxâs journalistic career when heâd backed off in deference to the grieving, and had paid the price for that sensitivity by losing some of the emotionally charged aspects of those stories. But heâd operated under his own set of values, and hadnât regretted it.
Tabloid journalism had always been anathema to him, and heâd promised himself that if he couldnât work for a mainstream paper, a newspaper respected for its integrity, heâd find another line of work. Heâd held true to that pledge. The problem was, he felt, journalism had violated
his
principles.
Heâd seen it happen at the
Tribune.
As circulation dropped off, along with advertising revenues, standards had slipped, too. The almighty bottom line became increasingly powerful; the choice of stories, and the way they were treated, mirrored what had become an almost insatiable drive to return profits to the paperâs shareholders. Yes,
The Washington Tribune
had retained respectability through its coverage of national and world events, particularly politics. The
Trib,
along with
The New York Times, The Los Angeles Times, Chicago Tribune, Wall Street Journal, Boston Globe,
Cleveland
Plain Dealer,
his former employer, the
Detroit Free Press,
and others, had managed to avoid all but a trace of overt capitulation to base public tastes, which seemed to prefer daily doses of dirt from the celebrity murder trial du jour, the sexual escapades of elected officials, and titillating tales of show-business debauchery.
But his level of disdain for tabloid journalism had slowly but surely begun to evaporateâor wasnât there to begin withâalong with Underwood typewriters, green eyeshades, and gruff, hard-nosed reporters yelling, âCopy boy!â and âStop the presses!â New blood at the
Trib,
like the bumptious Hawthorne, carried with them their shallow, one-dimensional view of the world. He knew how they viewed himâan anachronism, a square, over-the-hill hack whoâd lost touch with their sadly depleted, morally bankrupt world. Were he writing editorials for the paper, he would write