their hopes and dreams. Sheâd been the first heâd told about his hunger to work the oil fields. She recalled winter skating parties at the same creek, with a bonfire and mugs of hot chocolate and Jordanâs arm casually thrown around her shoulders to keep warm. She recalled the two of them racing each other and the wind on horseback. Jordan always won, but it was the ride itself that was exhilarating, that and being with the boy she knew she loved.
Sometimes it seemed what she remembered most was the sense of anticipation, the belief that at any second Jordan would look into her eyes and discover the woman he loved. She remembered, too, the bitter disappointment at each and every lost opportunity. More, sheâd never forgotten the sense of having failed dismally because not even the man who knew her best wanted her.
âTell me, Jordan.â
Daniâs command cut through her reverie and Kelly studied the two people she loved most in the world. Dani had a streak of tomato sauce on her face and a faint soda mustache. Jordan wore a faded chambray shirt, open at the collar. He hadnât bothered to tame his hair into the style he wore in Houston. Just from the one day in the sun, she thought she could detect blond highlights scattered in the rich brown. A fewmore days of outside work and it would be streaked with lighter strands.
Her gaze dropped to his hands, already sporting the beginnings of a golden tan. She knew the strength of those hands. For years, it seemed, she had longed to feel them caressing her, had dreamed of them waking her senses. Instead, it had been Paul Flintâs rougher touch that had awakened her sexuality.
âWell, now,â Jordan began with a touch of drama in his voice as he responded to Daniâs insistent demand. He glanced into Kellyâs eyes and a smile curved the corners of his mouth. âDid you know that your mother once locked me in the attic?â
âI did not,â Kelly retorted indignantly, recalling the incident vividly, but with a decidedly different spin.
âDid, too,â he accused.
âThe door stuck. That wasnât my fault.â
âYou were the one who slammed it so hard it rattled the hinges.â
âBecause you were tormenting me.â
Jordan had the same innocent expression on his face now that heâd had then when heâd explained to her parents why he was hidden away in their attic after suppertime. Heâd told only part of the story, just enough to worry her, just enough to get her and not himself into trouble. Kelly scowled at him. âYou were a brat then and youâre a brat now.â
Daniâs fascinated gaze clung to Jordan. âWhat happened then? Did Mommy get punished?â
âShe did, indeed,â Jordan said with an expression of smug satisfaction on his face. âShe was grounded for a whole week and she had to clean the attic. Shehated that the most because it was all dusty and covered in cobwebs.â
âYou mean, there were spiders?â Dani asked. At his nod, she said, âUgh! Thatâs disgusting.â She glanced worriedly at Kelly. âYou wouldnât make me clean the attic, would you?â
âDepends on whether youâre ever bad,â Kelly declared, purposely injecting an ominous note into her voice.
âIâm never bad,â Dani protested. âWell, hardly ever and I never, ever, locked anyone in the attic.â
âThen we wonât have a problem, will we? Now then, I think thatâs enough reminiscing for one night. I think itâs time we were getting home.â
As they were driving back to the ranch, Kelly sensed Jordanâs gaze on her. Heâd been in an odd mood ever since theyâd left the restaurant, a little withdrawn, maybe a little nostalgic.
âDo you remember what I was tormenting you about that day in the attic?â he inquired eventually in a lazy drawl.
Kelly glanced into the back seat