Never Have I Ever by Sara Shepard Page B

people reacted to her had ever made her twin feel lonely. Did Sutton ever truly let anyone in?
    I didn’t know how to answer Emma’s question. But considering it looked like someone close to me took my life, maybe I was right not to trust anyone.
    Emma shut the German text. As she stared at the fake-happy, lederhosen-wearing German couple on the cover, she felt the distinct and prickly sensation that someone was watching her. She slowly turned around. A table of football players laughed boisterously at a guy pantomiming some joke across the patio. At the next table sat a boy and a girl. Their mouths were angry red slashes, and their gazes were squarely fixed on Emma.
    Garrett and Nisha.
    Today, Nisha wore a fitted kelly-green tennis sweater and Lacoste sneakers and a glare that made Emma’s blood run cold. Even though Emma hadn’t realized they were friends, Garrett sat hip-to-hip with Nisha, his needling gaze on Emma, too. His disgusted expression seemed to say I know about you. I know about Ethan.
    Could Garrett know? Had he been the one idling outside the Paulsons’ pool last night? Maybe he and Nisha had been there together. Emma gave Garrett a small, hopeful wave, but Garrett just shook his head ever so slightly and whispered something into Nisha’s ear. Nisha giggled at whatever Garrett said and smirked at Emma.
    Suddenly, Emma couldn’t take their little secrets anymore. Balling her fist, she glared at the petite, dark-haired girl. “Can I help you with something, Nisha?” she asked, not bothering to hide her sarcasm.
    Nisha flashed a saccharine smile and inched closer to Garrett, resting her bloodred fingernails possessively on his arm. “I was just about to remind you that the mandatory team dinner is at my house on Friday. I mean, I would’ve involved you in the planning, but who knows if you’ll even show?”
    Emma bristled. “Well, maybe I’d show if you ever threw something worth attending.”
    Good for you, Em , I thought. Emma was getting better at standing her ground and summoning her inner me. Maybe there was some truth to that nature versus nurture debate after all.
    Then Nisha’s gaze brightened at someone behind Emma. “You’re coming, aren’t you, Laurel? Or will Sutton not allow it?”
    Emma turned to see Laurel plopping her lunch tray down on the table. Laurel shot daggers in Nisha’s direction, saying nothing. “Since when are team dinners mandatory?” she muttered under her breath. “Someone needs to tell her that just because she’s cocaptain doesn’t make her queen.”
    “She’s just pissed because Sutton didn’t show up last time.” Charlotte dropped into a seat, too, slapping a striped canvas lunch bag on the table. She looked at Emma. “If you don’t want us to go to this one, Sutton, we won’t.”
    Laurel turned to Emma and nodded, too. Emma had noticed that, as the de facto Lying Game leader, Sutton’s friends always deferred to her.
    But I wasn’t sure they were thrilled about that. Charlotte stared at Emma wearily, as though she was tired of Sutton Mercer’s mercurial rules and regulations.
    “So where were you today?” Madeline interrupted, sliding into the bench next to Emma. “Why weren’t you at The Hub?”
    Emma squinted. “We were supposed to meet at The Hub?” That was the name of the school store and coffee bar next to the cafeteria. The place mostly sold Hollier sweatshirts, dance raffle tickets, and Number 2 pencils.
    “For Court planning, yes! Hello, tradition?” Madeline handed Emma a coffee from a cardboard carrier. “Whatever. I got a latte for you. I guess someone’s a little distracted today, huh? Perhaps from her time in the slammer last night?”
    Laurel opened her Sprite Zero with a sharp thwock . “I told them about it this morning.” She held Emma’s gaze, innocently batting her eyelashes as if to say, And guess what else I’ll tell?
    “Apparently you weren’t going to.” Charlotte rested her hands on a Tupperware