call?â Jackie says to the cop. âLike on TV , right?â Nobodyâs listening. Theyâre all rushing in and out of the room, or talking into their telephones. Something keeps beeping in the room. âWhatâs happening?â Jackie says. âWhatâs going on?â
âSomething about trees,â the cop tells her. âWe donât know what.â
Jackie gets her one phone call in a small room with a few desks and more police on their phones. They all have their hands on their foreheads, and their brows are furrowed. The man next to Jackie is chewing his stapler.
âIt isnât terrorists,â frowning cop # 1 says into the phone. âThereâs no reason to believe that itâs terrorists.â
âNo, maâam, it isnât terrorists,â frowning cop # 2 says into her phone. She sighs.
The cop who led Jackie in here says, âPress nine.â All of the lights are flashing on the phone. Jackie presses nine. Then she dials Annâs number. Ann answers on the first ring.
âHello?â
âLook out your window,â Jackie says. âAre there any trees in your yard?â
âI canât hang out anymore,â Ann says.
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They want to take Jackieâs fingerprints next. Nope.
She tells the cop that she has to go to the bathroom. She uses her little girl voice.
She still doesnât want to say her magic word.
The cop pounds on the door again, and turns the knob.
The door starts to swing inward.
âMom,â Jackie says, under her breath.
She is a computer shutting down.
Door number one, no Jackie.
Door number two, no Jackie.
Door number three . . .
While the police run around the building trying to find her, Jackie sits down on the floor next to her mother, and she rubs her back through the gown. Jackieâs mother doesnât look up from the toilet.
her,
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In her bedroom the map of her trees takes up half of the wall. There are green pins stuck into the map, one for each of the trees. Jackie finds the pin for 10 Osborne Street and pulls it out. She drops the green pin back in the box and fishes out a black one. Itâs the first black pin on the map.
She reaches up and pulls out another of the green pins, the broken-arm tree. She pushes a black pin into the map in its place.
She replaces each and every green pin with a black pin.
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Ann is over to do homework.
At Jackieâs building, they race up the stairs together to the apartment. Jackieâs father says itâs okay, so Ann calls her mom to see if she can stay over. Annâs mother has red hair and she says, âOh of course, darling.â
In bed the two girls look up at the ceiling and Ann tells Jackie that a boy called her and asked her to a movie. She sounds excited, and Jackie sits up and smiles.
âThatâs great!â she says. They hug, and Jackie doesnât let go. She puts her hand on Annâs shoulder and she kisses her. She puts her mouth on Annâs and Ann kisses back.
âLetâs spend the night up on the roof,â Ann says. There is a bit of blood on her chin from their kiss. âWe can launch paper airplanes out into the street. There are no more trees. All of this paper has got to be worth a fortune,â she says. âItâll be like burning hundred dollar bills.â
While she folds paper airplanes with sheets from her notebook, Jackie sits on the bed. Ann is so careful, making every fold perfect. Jackie loves the way she bites her lip to concentrate. She wonders if Ann makes that face when sheâs getting dressed.
âI love you,â Jackie says, and Ann laughs happily.
âWe have these old newspapers, too,â Ann says. âWe could make a piñata.â The shirt sheâs wearing is tight, and you can see the shape of her breasts, the shape of her stomach, the small curve of her back. Jackie reaches out a hand to touch Annâs stomach under her shirt, and Ann