sitting ducks.â
âHave you got any better ideas?â said Luke.
âYes. Right now, letâs stay put. The place is pretty secure, and weâve got food, so we can play a waiting game too. The only way the killer will be able to get us out is if he burns this place down, so letâs make sure we draw the curtains, seal off the letterboxes, and wet some towels so weâre ready for any eventuality.â
Crispinâs coolness under pressure seemed to galvanize everyone. He was the leader now and everyone recognized that. His words should have made me feel better but, as I went through to the lounge to pull the curtains, my heart beating in my chest as I passed the spot where Louise had been murdered, I thought back to the horrors Iâd witnessed that morning. Louiseâs severed head with the note sticking out of her mouth; the man in black with his loaded crossbow, stalking me; Charlieâs ruined corpse pinned to a tree. But there was one thing that stuck in my mind above any other. Those five words the killer had written.
LEAVING THE VERY WORST TILL LAST.
Heâd had me in his sights. He could have killed me earlier. Easily. But he hadnât. He was leaving me alone. But that wasnât what frightened me the most.
What frightened me the most was how he knew I was the worst.
9
The rain rained and the day dragged.
Crispinâs plan was for us to stay together downstairs and make sure that no one was left in a room on their own, but it didnât quite work out like that. People got restless. They moved around. Itâs impossible to relax when youâre trapped with individuals you havenât seen for years in a house in the middle of nowhere, knowing that outside is someone who wants you dead for something you were involved in over two decades ago. Someone who, it seemed, was able to sneak into the house and murder Louise without her making a sound or making any effort to escape.
At one point, I fell asleep on the sofa, out of pure exhaustion, and when I woke up I was alone in the room. I found Luke in the dining room peering out through a gap in the curtains, a long kitchen knife in one hand. He turned my way when I came in but didnât say anything, and I left him there.
I looked for Marla and Crispin but I couldnât find them anywhere downstairs. In the end, I felt a bit of a panic coming on and I stood at the foot of the stairs and called their names.
They appeared a minute later, fully clothed, and Crispin told me theyâd been watching over the wood from upstairs and apologized for disappearing like that. âYou were fast asleep,â he said. âAnd we didnât want to make too much noise and disturb you.â
âNo problem,â I said with a forced smile.
But there
was
a problem. The fact was I was jealous. I didnât like the way they were acting with each other. They were intimate. Close. It made me wonder how often theyâd seen each other since uni and what their relationship was. In my paranoid state it also made me wonder if they had something to do with all this. Either one of them could have killed Louise. And by the same token, either or both of them could have led Charlie outside this morning and killed him, without Luke or me being any the wiser.
Unfortunately, the theory fell apart the moment you took the man with the crossbow into consideration. But maybe the three of them were in it together? It was hard to believe, of course, especially as Crispin had once been my boyfriend, but then this whole situation was hard to believe, and that didnât mean it wasnât happening.
âHave you searched the loft?â I asked him.
âI had a look up there earlier,â he said. âRight now, this house is as secure as itâs ever going to be and there are no bad guys hiding anywhere.â
But I wasnât convinced. For much of the rest of the afternoon, I explored the downstairs rooms, looking for