âsocial worker.ââ He makes speech marks in the air.
I nod. âRil.â At least I wonât have to see Sue Smith again.
âYou remember?â Oskar seems so worried. Or maybe heâs tired. âSheâs the one who went to see Brer Magnus before you joined the Institute.â
I nod again, ignoring the hard lump lodged in my throat.
âIâll be in touch very soon too.â He gives myshoulder a warm pat. âOK?â
I canât believe Iâve only been with him for a few minutes. âOskar,â I begin. âI really need to talk to you . . .â
He moves his hand under my elbow. âYouâre doing great, K. Donât forget the list. Iâll see you soon.â He propels me across the road. âYou must stay strong. Ril will be in touch. Soon, very soon.â
I swallow my disappointment. It isnât Oskarâs fault that he has to go. I know I canât ask him, but something has clearly gone badly wrong. Iâm sure itâs more than the bomb scare. Itâs certainly something urgent, maybe dangerous. Something he couldnât share with me.
He watches me scramble back through the fence into the Instituteâs grounds. I wish heâd made the hole bigger. Oskar pulls the wires back together so that you can hardly tell theyâve been cut. He raises his hand in a silent wave, mouths the word âRil,â and runs lightly into the trees on the other side of the road. I wait until I see his motorbike roar out and away down the hill toward Gatesbrooke.
I donât know what to do now. I was counting on talking with Oskar. I was so sure that he would help me see things clearly again. I wanted to ask him about the Gatesbrooke Massacre, why our soldiers did those terrible things. In the quiet woods all I can hear is the dripping of the leaves.
Then I hear the throbbing of engines, growing louder up the Gatesbrooke road. First a motorbike appears. Oskar! I think, for one glad moment. Then another motorbike roars past, and another. Then a car crammed full of people, windows open, shouting. And a minibus,its windows filled with yelling faces. Not Brotherhoodâthatâs clear. Citizens. But where are they going?
I wait by the fence until theyâve all passed and the engines have faded into the distance. Then I see a bicycle, its rider plugging up the hill, head down against the drizzling rain, standing up on the pedals. Itâs a moment before I recognize Serafina. Where has she been? She must have left long before school ended. She doesnât see me, hidden behind the fence in the trees, and I donât call out to her, because then she might spot the damaged wire.
She has disappeared around the corner when I hear the shouting begin, far up the hill near the Institute. And now all those cars and buses have stopped. Theyâre angry citizens. And Serafinaâs going to ride straight into the middle of them!
If I try to run after her on this side of the fence, the dense undergrowth will slow me down too much. I tear at the wire to find the broken bit, and yank the flap open again. This time as I scramble through the hole, the jagged edge grazes my other leg. But I donât stop to look at it. I donât look around to check whether anyone could be watching me. I start running up the hill behind Serafina.
I hope she gets off and pushes her bike as the hill gets steeper. Then maybe Iâll be able to stop her before she rides into the middle of the angry crowd.
But all I can think is that Iâm on the wrong side. Iâm running into danger to save a Brotherhood girl from my own people.
CHAPTER 11
I T â S HARD RUNNING uphill in pumps that slip and slide on the wet road. Brotherhood girls are supposed to walk, like ladies. Instead of team games on the field, we have to do dancing in the gym. I still canât see Serafina. I thud around the corner where the road straightens out before it reaches the