weirdly thought were awesome. But the one Iâd injured in the blacksmithing barn.
âIt was,â I said haltingly. âI mean, it is. I mean . . . whatever! Itâll only take a few minutes.â
Jacob paused for a long moment. He seemed to be searching my face.
Iâm sure he didnât find anything clarifying there. I myself still wasnât sure why Iâd made the offer. Now that I had, I didnât know if I believed what Iâd said, that teaching Jacob that fiddle trick was no big deal.
In fact, maybe Iâd just done something momentous.
âIâll take those minutes,â Jacob said. âHow about tomorrow after class? Do you know that little river at the end of the Sap Hill trail?â
Just as I nodded, the Hobart beeped shrilly.
I quickly turned my back to Jacob and hauled the door open, happy to hide my half-giddy, half-panicked face in the resulting billow of steam.
Over on his side, Jacob got back to work too. For the rest of our shift, we didnât talk much. But we did seem to get in sync as we stacked, sprayed, washed, and unloaded the supper dishes. By the end of the evening, weâd reached a rhythm you could almost call musical.
ChapterNine
T en minutes before class ended in the barn on Friday, most of the guys were putting away their tools. But I was still pounding away, determined to finally get somewhere after an entire week of blacksmithing fails.
Maybe I was also obsessing about my ironwork so I wouldnât fixate on the fiddle lesson Iâd promised Jacob.
The fiddle lesson that wouldnât come until the end of a very long day in the barn.
The lesson for which Iâd carefully straightened my hair and planned an outfit meant to look entirely unplanned (yet still adorable).
I still didnât know exactly why I wanted to look adorable. It wasnât like there was anything remotely romantic about teachingsomeone how to bend the bones in his forearm. Washing 150 sets of dishes seemed equally uninspiring.
And yet . . .
There was something about washing dishes with Jacob that threatened to turn me into a puddle of yearning. It could make the next three weeks at Camden that much more torturous.
Or, said a voice in the back of my head, the next three weeks at Camden could be magical.
But that seemed unlikely. What hope did I have if even Annabelle couldnât make the stars align for herself and Owen? When weâd gone to bed the night before, sheâd admitted that she still hadnât talked to him, despite my little pep talk in the dining hall.
âThere was just something about the post-dinner vibe that wasnât right,â sheâd told me as weâd lain side by side in our twin beds. âYou have to listen to what the universe tells you. . . . Thereâs a saying from the I Ching that goes like this . . . soul mates . . . destiny.â
I drifted to sleep while Annabelle went on and on. I didnât need to listen to understand what she was saying: liking a boy was agony. It required superhuman powers of self-distraction.
Thus, my immersion in my ironwork.
Over the course of my day in the barn, Iâd finally found a rhythm to my smithery. I pulled my chunk of iron from the forge, then hammered it so hard I felt the jangle travel up my arm and rattle my shoulder in its socket.
Next, I dunked my lump into the water bucket. Sssssss.
Then I examined it and noted the infinitesimal changes Iâd made with my pathetic Olive Oyl arms.
Then I did it all over again. And again. And again.
Except a funny thing happened the final time I squinted at my metal chunk. It didnât look so chunky anymore. My side-stroking blows had elongated it. My regular turns had shaped the resulting stem into a not-terribly-lopsided cylinder that culminated in a point.
At its other end was a cap that was pretty lopsided, but was also unmistakably flat and round.
âCoach! Come