cop?â
I shook my head.
âYou donât look like a cop.â
âIâll take that as a compliment,â I said.
âSo what are you? Truant officer? Social worker? Reporter? Preacher?â
I smiled. âNone of those things. Not even close. Iâm a lawyer.â
She laughed. âA horny lawyer?â
âNo. Just a lawyer.â I took out one of my cards and held it out to her.
She stepped closer, took the card, looked at it, then tucked it into her jacket pocket. She looked up at me. âFifty bucks,â she said. âWe just talk.â
âHow do I know youâll tell me the truth?â I said.
She shrugged. âWhy should I lie to you?â
âWhy shouldnât you?â
âBecause,â she said, âwhatever you want to ask me, I probably just donât give a shit one way or the other.â
I smiled. âLetâs give it a shot.â I took out my wallet and gave her a twenty-dollar bill.
She took it, looked at it, and kept her hand extended. âI said fifty.â
âYou get the rest after we talk.â
She shrugged and shoved the twenty into her jacket pocket. âOkay. What the hell. Go ahead. Ask away. Iâll give you twenty dollars worth of answers.â
I took out a picture of the dead girl and held it up for her. âDo you know her?â
She squinted at the photo, then frowned at me. âWhatâs the matter with her? She looksâ¦â
âSheâs dead.â
âOh, shit,â she mumbled. âWhat happened?â
âDo you recognize her?â
âI donât know. Yeah, maybe. Lemme see.â She reached for the photo. I gave it to her. She frowned at it. When she looked up at me, I saw that some of the hardness had gone out of her eyes. âShe was sick,â she said.
âYou do recognize her, then.â
She took a drag off her cigarette, then dropped it on the sidewalk and ground it out with the toe of her boot. âI saw her just one time,â she said. âSheâs not like a regular around here or anything. It was a few days ago. I only remember her because she was throwing up. I was gonna see if there was anything I could do, butâ¦â She shrugged.
âYou didnât?â
âI started to, I really did. I felt bad for her. But when she saw me, she walked away.â
âWhere did this happen?â
She pointed down the street in the direction the panel truck had gone. âFew blocks that way. Over on Kneeland Street, down in Chinatown. It looked like she was hurting pretty bad. She was leaning against the side of a restaurant, just gagging and puking, and when she walked, she was like all hunched over, holding her belly, kind of limping, you know?â
âWas she pregnant, did you notice?â
âYou think because she was sickâ¦â
I shrugged.
She shook her head. âShe was wearing a long coat. I didnât notice her belly.â She cocked her head and looked at me. âFunny thing, though.â
âWhat?â
âThe guy in that truck?â
âThat guy you were just talking to?â
She nodded.
âWhat about him?â
âJust now. He was looking for a girl. Thatâs all.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âWeâre just hanging on the street, you know? Me and Zooey and Kayla? So this guy, he pulls up beside us, rolls down his window, gives us a wave, tells us to come over. We ask him if heâs looking to have some fun. He looks us over and shakes his head. Not with you, he says. We go, Come on, mister. Whatâs wrong with us? I mean, Zooeyâs Asian. Most guys go ga-ga over her. But this guy, he goes, You are not what Iâm seeking. Talked like that, very educated, or maybe a phony, you know what Iâm saying? It sounded pretty weird, this guy in a truck trying to hook up, talking like heâs some creepy college professor or something. I mean,