easy to me. Things like stealing, lying, cheating . . . even killing. All of it became easier the more I did it.
âMy uncle was a farmer and he always taught us kids to work hard and reap the rewards. I thought work was for assholes and that I could take what I wanted. Sometimes when I look back on it, I wish someone would have been able to stop me back in those days.â
Matt shifted in his saddle as sounds of shouting and thundering hooves echoed in the distance. Clint took a look back there, but didnât see anything. By this time, Matt had already lost interest.
âTheyâre headed away from us,â Matt said. âThey wonât even get close.â
âSo you rode on the wrong side of the law,â Clint said. âHow long did that last?â
Laughing to himself, Matt replied, âLong enough for me to pull together more money than my uncle or anyone else in my family would ever see.â
âWhen did you decide to change your ways?â
âAbout a year ago, when I nearly swung from the wrong end of a noose.â
âI bet thatâs a hell of a story,â Clint said.
âNot really. I was caught dead to rights by a posse who got the drop on me and strung me up from a tall tree. They was reading me the list of my crimes and then addressed me by name to see if I had any last words to say. The only thing was, the name they used wasnât mine.â
Seeing the puzzled look on Clintâs face, Matt nodded and said, âI know just how you feel. I didnât know what to make of it, either. The man leading the posse took a reward notice from his pocket, held it up to my face and nearly spit his teeth out when he saw the man in the picture wasnât me.â
âWho was it?â
âThe hell if I know. He looked damn close, but there was a scar or two that didnât match up. The color of the eyes was different, too. I got some whores to thank for that one, since they told whoever writes up them notices the color of this other fellaâs eyes.â
âWomen do have a long memory for that sort of thing,â Clint mused.
âThey sure as hell do, God bless âem.â
There were some more shouts from the direction of Birdieâs Pass, which caught Clintâs ear. Matt heard them as well and gave his reins a snap to speed his horse up a bit. Clint tagged along, genuinely impressed by the other manâs perfectly calm demeanor.
âSo the posse just let you go?â Clint asked. âIâve never heard of such a thing.â
âNeither have I. But they let me go, gave me an apology and even offered to buy me my fill of whiskey when I got back in town to make up for all the running they made me do. They mustâve been too damned embarrassed to think about why I ran from âem or didnât try to beg my way out of it when I was caught. Whoever that other fella is, I hope he can run faster than me.â
Matt grinned and looked up at the stars. âAnyway, they put me in jail for a bit on account of the chase I gave âem and so they wouldnât look like a bunch of fools to the folks paying their salaries and then they let me go. I had a change of heart after serving that time. I had a second chance, almost like them preachers talk about. I donât know whether it was God or just some awfully good luck, but I decided not to spit in the face of it. The more I thought it over, the worse I felt about all the things I done in my life.â
âSo you decided to make it up?â
âI canât ever make it up, but I can try to settle a few scores here and there.â
âIâd say Kay Hasselman and her son are settled for a while,â Clint said.
But Matt slowly shook his head. âThey got money, sure, but that boy donât have a father. That lady donât have a husband. I got that man killed and there ainât nothing I can do about it.â
There really wasnât much Clint