comparing stories.
âThe queen was dangerous,â Janelia said, dropping a large sliver of bloody glass onto a bloody rag.
That was in my foot? I thought, suddenly so queasy that I thought I might vomit or faint.
Janelia evidently misunderstood the expression of dismay on my face.
âOh, of course, Queen Charlotte Aurora was also beautiful and gracious and kind, and all the servants loved her,â Janelia hastened to say. âI canât speak for the likes of Lord Throckmorton.â
I kept silent. If I tried to speak I would surely scream or wail or maybe even curse.
âBut the queen was . . . reckless,â Janelia said. âShe was so good herself, she didnât understand that other people could be evil through and through. She just thought they were misunderstood.â
âLike Lord Throckmorton,â I muttered. Saying his name was almost like cursing. âThe queen didnât know he was evil.â
Janelia nodded. She paused, looking off toward the door.
âServants hear things,â she said. âThey may not understand it all, but . . . everybody knew the king and queen were in danger. The queen was pushing for the end of the war, and she couldnât see why it wasnât easy. She didnât see that . . . that some men would kill to keep the war going. Because they were profiting.â
I shivered. Had the other girls and I been as reckless as our supposed mother, the queen? We had wanted to end the war too; we had actually accomplished a peace treaty. Well, all but the formal signing of the document. I knewfor a fact that Lord Throckmorton had made a fortune from the war, as had some of the other advisers we sent to prison. Were there others we didnât know about who still had reason to want war? Who were willing to kill to get their way?
Someone burned down our palaceâis that proof that warmongers are still out there? Someone knocked out at least Fidelia and me in the middle of the fireâwas that because of the peace treaty? I wondered. If Madame Bisset is to be believedâwhich she isnât! She isnât!âthen someone made sure that all the other princesses besides me are dead. Because . . . because . . .
A great sob rose inside my throat but I didnât let it out. I clamped my lips together and hoped that Janelia thought I was grimacing only because of my wounded feet.
âFourteen years ago, none of the other servants wanted to serve the queen because of the rumors,â Janelia said. âSome said her enemies would strike in the middle of the night; some said theyâd strike by day and theyâd probably kill everyone in the room with her, to kill all the witnesses. . . .â
âLord Throckmorton did kill all the witnesses,â I said. âEven the men whoâd worked with him to kill the king.â
Janelia shook her head, ever so slightly.
âNot all the witnesses,â she said softly.
My eyes widened, and for a moment I really did forget the searing pain in my feet.
Janelia gave a heavy sigh.
âThe queenâs last chambermaid quit in hysterics the same day the queen gave birth,â she said. âThe rumors . . . I didnât know this at the time, because the girl peeling potatoes is always the last to know anything. But everyone believed that the assassins wouldnât strike until a new prince or princess was born.â
âUntil there was an heir,â I said bitterly. âUntil there was a tiny royal baby who would be totally dependent on her advisers for years to come. A tiny royal baby who could be molded and shaped and manipulated . . .â
I knew now that I hadnât ever been the real true princessâthe one with the actual blood of her parents running through her veins. But I had played that role long enough to know how this part of the story went.
âYes,â Janelia said, She