want to speak to her directly? In his dream, he went to Pollyâs flat expecting her to be there. Why wouldnât she be? America? Whereâs that then? Only Polly wasnât there at all. The woman who answered the door had never heard of her. Come on in, please, she invited Max. They sat on the sofa that the woman assured him belonged to no Polly Fenton. She made him tea. She looked like a supermodel and she gave him a terrific blow job.
Max wrenched himself awake in a sweat.
âNo!â
Heâd messed the sheets.
âGod, no.â
He went to the kitchen, drank water and made himself cocoa. It was half four in the morning. It was still yesterday in Vermont.
Shall I call her? Just quickly?
He resisted.
He felt awful.
I donât care if it was a dream. I canât believe I did that to Polly.
He slept the rest of the night on the sofa.
EIGHT
T he first month crawled along for Max but for Polly, it passed at more of a scamper. She had little time to herself but as that was something she had never craved, she did not really notice. She was happy to be so occupied; if there wasnât an evening meeting, a study hour to supervise, lessons to prepare or essays to mark, Polly was easily persuaded to join a group of teachers for a drink at the picturesque village of Grafton, or a movie in the nondescript town of Normansbury in lieu of a sensible early night. Her advisees also took much of her spare time but she gave it to them willingly â each teacher was Adviser for up to six students; on call for advice, comfort and any etcetera that the advisee might require. Pollyâs full clutch of six turned to her often; partly because it meant they could leave the school grounds and have cookies at Kateâs, partly because Miss Fenton was âcoolâ, âso, so niceâ and âjust the bestâ anyway.
Most of the male freshmen and seniors are in love with her. The sophomores and juniors in between simply adore her. She thinks of them as her seraphims and Junos. English lessons have swiftly become favourite; the homework prompt and pleasing. Powers Mateland is delighted. Sheâs had no need to holler for Jackson Thomas, nor has he succeeded in asking her for a date. Sheâs always busy, that Polly Fenton, skipping about smiling, eyes alive; chatting away to students, teachers, herself and who knows what.
Excluding the house raising, Polly has had only four days off and she has willingly filled every moment of these. She went to a lunch-time concert with Kate at the Isabella Stewart Gardner Museum in Boston, taking the seven-hour round trip in her stride like a native. Sheâs driven a laden minibus up to Hanover in New Hampshire to watch an Ivy League football game between Dartmouth College and Princeton, and she has spent the past two Sundays with Lorna, who she likes very much. Last week they browsed around Keene and found a lovely bistro for lunch where they whiled away the hours until it was suddenly time to order supper. Yesterday, Lorna and Polly took a trip to Manchester where they had an exhilarating day over-spending in the factory outlets, buying things they really didnât need but at prices so good theyâd have been mad not to. The notion that theyâd probably like each other has been proven, and a friendship between the two has developed effortlessly.
Lorna now knows all about Max. She has a boyfriend back home in Ohio and itâs good to talk about the trials of long-distance love with one who knows. With one as fun as Polly. Polly has even called her Megan, absent-mindedly, once or twice, though she looks nothing like her, but Lorna was more than flattered.
âWill you guys get married?â she asked, having told Polly that she and Tom plan to. Sometime.
âMaybe,â guards Polly for the time being, âprobably.â
Why am I being guarded?
Just because I havenât found the neck-ring ring?
Or because maybe, for the first