her! Drum would probably enjoy being taken out to the field and brought in again with Catâs skewbald mare. Drum felt the same way about Bambi as I did about James.
But why did it have to be Cat? And why did she volunteer? I kept thinking. And thinking. And I couldnât even call her and find out about Drummer, which was just the worst thing. No, the worst thing was imagining my beloved pony being cared for by Cat. What if he liked her? What if she poisoned his mind about me? What if they got on so well together, he didnât want me to come back home? I couldnât get it out of my mind, not even with the exciting promise of todayâs mystery activity. It went around and around in my head, driving me nuts.
And there wasnât a thing I could do about it. I was miles away from home and unable to do anything but think and worry and worry some more.
The Wednesday mystery activity had been given a big build-up. Lots of winks and dramatic eye-widening by Annabelle and Sharon whenever it had been mentioned or asked about, so big things were expected by everyone. I hoped it was goodâit needed to be to take my mind off the disturbing news about Cat. But the mystery event wasnât scheduled until after lunch. This morning, we had the daily lesson.
Sprout was almost friendly when I got him in from the field.
âHello,â he said gruffly as I offered him an apple Iâd snitched from breakfast.
âThanks,â he said, munching thoughtfully. âGolden Delicious,â he mumbled, dribbling apple foam over his chest and on to my arms.
âYes,â I agreed, trying to brush the sticky stuff off and only spreading it about instead.
âI prefer Granny Smiths,â he said.
âSorry, thatâs all they had,â I told him, putting on his harness and leading him in to his stable and trying, unsuccessfully, to stop thinking about Catriona doing the same thing with my pony at home. Bean had gone all wide-eyed at me when I told her who Katy had got to care for Drummer.
âHow do you feel about that?â sheâd asked me.
âHow do you think?â Iâd replied, dramatically. âBut itâs not like I can do anything about it, not from here. But thenâ¦â
âWhat?â
âWell, do you think James would look after Drum for me, if I asked him?â
Bean had pulled a face. âYeah, I guess he would, but how do you think Cat would feel, being usurped?â sheâd said.
âBut you know she hates me,â Iâd replied. âShe canât want to look after Drummer. Sheâd probably be relieved to get rid of the responsibility.â
âDidnât Katy say sheâd offered? She might think youâre making a statement about her ability to care for your pony, she could be extending the olive branch to youâyou know, being friendly,â Bean had pointed out. âAnd besides,â sheâd continued, âCatâs OKâyou two just hit it off all wrong to start with and now neither of you can forget it.â
âShe almost got Drummer stolen, have you forgotten that?â Iâd cried, remembering how Cat had struck a deal with one of the travelers. âWhat if she gets someone else to steal him while Iâm away?â
âYouâre over-reacting,â Bean had said soothingly. Only she hadnât said it quite convincingly enough.
Oh pooh again, Iâd thought. Iâm stuck with it. Drummerâs stuck with it. How would I feel if Cat said she didnât want me to look after Bambi, especially if Iâd offered, put myself out, even? I knew I would feel offended. Like I wasnât good enough, even though Iâd look after Bambi like she was my own. Things were bad enough between Cat and me. If I replaced her with someone else, things could only get worse. I didnât really think sheâd be horrible to Drum. What really worried me, and I hated to admit it, was the