James Franklin could have done things differently, but they didnât. You were their heart the moment you entered the world.â
âI want that for little Libby, too. I donât know that Iâm ready to give it. Maybe Iâm afraid to love with all of my heart again.â
âYou wonât have a choice, Sarah Booth. When the time is right, youâll fall in love again. Whether itâs a man or a child, it will be out of your control, and it will happen.â
Jitty didnât predict the future, but I didnât doubt her words. âThank you.â
âEven if Tinkie keeps that baby, itâll get your maternal juices working. I say by New Yearâs, youâll be searching for a mate. The only thing youâll have in mind is flinging him down on that big four poster and riding him like a wild monkey in the circus.â
âJitty!â The image she gave me was shockingâcoming from her. But it shouldnât have been. In her day, Iâll bet Jitty sashayed around the men and drove them nuts until she settled on Coker, the man who stole her heart and lost his life with my great-great-great-grandfather on a blood-soaked battlefield.
âDonât you Jitty me! Iâm privy to some of your thoughts, Missy. The things you do with that lawman and his cuffs! And Scott Hampton, I get goose bumps thinking about those fantasies. Youâd like that man to run your frets!â
âStop it!â It was extremely unfair that Jitty could read my mind and invade my personal fantasies. âThis is too much, Jitty. Youâve crossed a line. You cannot bore into my head like a Japanese beetle into a pine.â
âI always knew you were a blockhead.â She was way too pleased with that jab.
âI mean it, Jitty. I canât do this. If youâre able to read my most private thoughts, that leaves me nowhere to go.â I was truly upset. âI donât mind you poking and prodding me to get laid or procreate or snatch up some lusty sperm before my eggs decay. I can take that. I can even put up with your constant sexual advice. But you cannot get into my fantasies.â
At last her grin slipped away. âYouâre really mad, arenât you?â
âI am. I have to have some privacy. Even from you.â
âWhat if I told you I couldnât read your thoughts?â
âThen how did you know about Coleman and Scott?â
The grin returned, lighting up her entire face. âWhat if I told you I was a mighty good guesser and that any woman who wasnât dead below the waist would be thinking exactly those same thoughts.â
I had her. Joy of joys, at last. âSo thatâs what you would like to do with Coleman and Scott?â
âAnd what if it is?â She was almost aglow with mischief. âMaybe when the moment comes Iâll whisper a little inspiration in your ear.â
âYou stay out of my bed and my head! I can manage very well on my own.â
âThe proof of that is in the puddinâ, as your aunt Loulane would say.â
It was time to end this conversation. When Jitty was quoting Aunt Loulane to me, my wisest course of action was to cut and run.
âMadame Tomeeka is coming over here to have a séance tonight. Maybe she can find Pleasant Smith. I want you to stay clear. No funny business, no knocking or clapping or fluttering of curtains. Tammy already suspects youâre here.â
âWould it be such a terrible thing if she knew?â
âI donât know. What if you disappear if others know about you?â
She eyed me with calculation. âYou care. You donât want me to leave.â
âSad as it is, you are my family, Jitty. I donât know what Iâd do if you disappeared, too.â
She nodded and slowly began to fade. âIâll be back,â she whispered in a thick Schwarzenegger-style accent. And she was gone.
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7
Millie arrived first with
Roland Green, John F. Carr