minute.
Thatâs it, send Mustard to the line to shoot the technical.
The prick. When I tap a kid, it should be a done deal from the start. I shouldnât have to sweat out a minute of this crap. Mustardâs playing it from the front end. He needs to hear everybody cheering his name before he gets himself too dirty. But he didnât want to be the hero when his best friend got killed. He doesnât even have the guts to say what really happened. I know heâs feeling that. So he puts himself on a tightrope with my money and sees how far he can go without looking down. All because heâs a spineless little nobody with something to prove.
âHa! Good miss, Mustard! Good miss!â
I thought Mustard being a coward was going to make this bet easy. I should have known better. Murders go down in a heartbeat. It takes two hours to dump a game. And thatâs too much time for a kid to think.
12
THEREâS A LIGHT shining off that trophy, and it catches my eye. J.R. and me used to joke that it was more beautiful than any shorty we knew. Every year weâd watch that trophy as much as the second half of the championship game.
Weâd won lots of trophies balling. So do most kids playing youth league. When youâre young, they give you a trophy just for tying your kicks right. Then you get older, and the trophies start to mean something.
Some of the best players to throw down at Rucker Park never won a championship. Only one squad a year gets to hold that trophy, and they got to survive everything to do it.
âItâs not just on the court,â I told J.R. before the tournament started. âItâs every step you take in this neighborhood. You never have to lower your head to anybody with that trophy behind you.â
âItâll put me ahead of my pops at Rucker, too,â said J.R. âAnd heâs just gonna have to live with that.â
Every inch of the dude on top of that huge trophy is covered in goldâhis arms, his face, and the uniform heâs got on. One arm is straight over his head, with a basketball in his hand. Heâs holding the rock up to the sky, like nobody could ever jump up high enough to slap it away.
Acorn only hands out one trophy right after the gameâto show that a whole squad pulled together to win the championship. All the players take turns holding it in front of the crowd, even guys on the bench who never got into the game. Then later on, everybody gets a trophy of their own to keep.
âI got twenty-seven trophies on those two shelves in my room. But I wouldnât keep any of them next to the big one,â said J.R., before this yearâs tournament started. âThatâs goinâ on the top shelf by itself. All the others are gonna have to fit underneath. I donât care if I gotta push some into the closet.â
âYou got to. Thatâs for the championship of all street ball. The rest of âem are just kiddie toys,â I said. âI donât know what Iâd do with mine. Maybe Iâd put it on a gold chain and wear it around my neck.â
âOh, shit! Rucker Park bling!â cracked J.R.
J.R. and me would have done anything to win that trophy. But now itâs sitting right in front of me, and Iâm holding back on my best game.
Theyâll give J.R.âs trophy to Stove for sure if we win.
Iâd tell him how J.R. wanted to keep it on his top shelf. Only thatâs not what his pops wants to hear out of my mouth. I donât know what Iâd do with my trophy now. I just know itâs not going to mean shit to me, compared to before.
Iâm a step back off my man. He scores on a jumper from deep in the corner, and I probably couldnât have stopped him anyway.
Itâs down to a four-point lead.
The ballâs in my hands, and while the scoreâs under the point spread, half of everything I fucked up is off my back. But I donât feel one damn bit of