is over?â
I wanted to shout, No, it canât! Only describing my afternoon as my motherâs date at Penny Ryanâs wacko wedding wasnât urgent, and I knew how much Brian wanted to watch this game. If Iâd been bleeding, Iâm sure he would have diverted his attention from the TV at least long enough to assess whether or not he needed to call 911.
âHooking? Are you freaking kidding me?â Malone complained and threw his hands in the air as I went into the bedroom to change.
When I emerged a few minutes later wearing my yoga pants and a Dallas Stars T-Âshirt, the game was over and Brian was frowning.
As I settled beside him, he glanced at my shirt with his bespectacled eyes and said, âI think I liked you better in that butt-Âugly purple dress.â
âThe Blues lost?â I asked.
He grunted in response.
I wriggled over and wrapped my arms around him as tightly as I could. He looked like he needed a hug even more than I did.
âHey, itâs four out of seven, right? Theyâll beat the Stars next time,â I remarked.
âIf you canât win on home turfâÂâ Brian shook his head and nudged at his specs.
âI know how to make you feel better,â I said, and he raised his eyebrows as if expecting something salacious. Instead, I started in on my zany tale of Pennyâs wedding, from having my cell phone confiscated by Lester Dickensâs hired goons, to seeing Olivia La Belle rip Millie apart about the $10,000 cake that was late, to prying the pregnant, hoop-Âskirted bride from the toilet, and walking down the aisle in the role of bridesmaid number nine.
When I finished, Brian let out a soft, âWhoa.â He took off his glasses, rubbed the lenses on his shirt then propped them back on his nose. His blue eyes blinked from behind them. He said nothing, although I heard him slowly exhale.
My pulse thumped. Was he having second thoughts about tying the knot with me? He was such a good guy, funny and sweet, as down-Âto-Âearth as his Midwestern roots, and one of the best young defense attorneys in Dallas. I was a wannabe artist who worked as a Web designer (and tried not to touch my trust fund except in emergencies). My mom was a well-Âmeaning lunatic. Maybe Malone was considering what would happen if he mixed my DNA with his. Our children had a fifty-Âfifty chance of being whack-Âa-Âdoodles.
âI know what youâre thinking,â I said, because he kept looking at me so strangely. âThat Iâm like a living, breathing episode of I Love Lucy, especially when Motherâs involved.â My mouth went dry when he didnât respond. âYouâre wondering if you should be marrying someone whoâs a magnet for lunatics. Youâre probably afraid our wedding is going to turn into the deb ball I never had, which it very well may if my mother has anything to do with it.â
An amused smile slipped over his lips, and he shook his head, reaching out to touch my hair (which I hoped wasnât quite the ratâs nest Olivia had implied).
âNo,â he replied quietly. âIâm thinking how lucky I am to be with someone who cares so much about other people. You did your mom a favor today. You stood up for Millie. You got the bride out of a jam. Hell, several jams. Youâve got a big heart, Kendricks. Itâs what I love about you most.â
I was so relieved I nearly burst.
âAnd I thought it was my killer bod,â I cracked, because I wasnât good at mush.
He screwed up his face. âOkay, yeah, itâs your killer bod first then your big heart. My bad.â
I opened my mouth to make another joke but bit down on my lip. Instead of zingers, I wanted to spout vapid Hallmark card thoughts about love. I canât believe Iâd ever doubted that there was someone out there just for me. It wasnât that Iâd felt like half a person without Brian; but