Secrets of the Fall by Kailin Gow

Sookie would approve
of the change. If she had Nat at another time, she probably would have raised
him instead of give him to the Donovans to raise. I cringed, thinking about
Nat, my heart breaking to think I could never again kiss him or touch him or
make love to him as we once did.
    “Drew…”
I said, as he kissed my stomach and made his way up. “I can’t be with Nat
anymore. We can’t be together even if he comes back tonight or tomorrow. All
these years I’ve been…”
    “Hush,”
Drew said, taking my mouth with his. “You. Have. Me.” He kissed me hard each
time to emphasize those words. “And…I want it all. I want all of you, Summer.”
He pushed down my pants along with my panties, and shoved his fingers into me,
making me jump nearly out of my skin with pleasure.
    “Drew…oh
my God, Drew,” I moaned as he worked me to such heights, I felt my entire body
give into the pleasure. “I’m going to…”
    “Let
it happen, baby,” Drew coaxed. “Let go, just let go of all that tension, those
feelings of anger, jealousy, pent up fucking desire.” He unbuckled and unbutton
his pants with one hand, and pulled it down. “All those emotions of anger,
frustration, shock, jealousy, and even hate.  Let me have it. I want them. Give
them to me. Give me all that you have, and take it out on me now!” He entered
me deeply, and I felt all of my frustrations and feelings as intense as they
were before centered in on my lust for Drew. I moved with him, hard and as
passionately as I could, taking it all out on him, driving both of us to the
climax of pure pleasure and nothing else.
    By
the time the shudders between us stopped, we were sweaty and spent. I had my
arms around Drew’s neck, and he had his arms around my waist. We stared at each
other for minutes drinking in each other as though we never wanted to break
this connection this touch between us.
    “Gosh,
Summer,” Drew sighed. “That was the most mind-blowing experience I’ve ever had.
Nothing compares to that.” He shuddered just thinking about it. “I’m sorry
about ignoring you like that earlier. I knew I shouldn’t, but I wanted to get
you riled up. I want to make you desire me with a passion as intense or more
than your hatred for me at that moment. I have eyes only for you, Summer. No
one else. Believe me, it was the hardest thing for me to act interested in a
girl I have no ounce of interest in, when all I wanted was to grab you and make
love to you all day.”
    “Had
me fooled,” I whispered, looking up at him.
    “I
know,” Drew said. “I’m so sorry. But I really wanted to break through to you,
make you act on how you feel instead of holding everything inside…all those feelings.
Like Nat did. It’s not healthy, Summer, to bottle all those feelings inside. It
can make people do crazy things when they have too much pressure from that. I
know, which was one reason why I was such a whore in school. It was a release.
But you, you have no release like that, and with Nat gone, and you moving on…I
want to be that release for you. I want you to use me, use my body for that,
Summer. Because, Summer, you are definitely mine.”
    He
kissed me long and hard until my toes were curling before pulling away and
opening the door for me to get in.
    I
sat in my seat, and he reached over with the seat belt and sensually pulled it
across me, brushing against my nipples and my thighs several times until they
were sensitive to the touch. “Drew,” I swatted his arm away after about the
fifth time he readjusted the belt. “We have to get going.” I laughed, and it
felt good to laugh.
    Drew
smiled an innocent but wicked smile. “You totally get me, Summer,” he said
happily. Then he leaned into my ear to whisper. “You have me if you want me.”
    I
felt a rush of heat soar through me and said huskily. “We really have to get
going or we will have a repeat performance we don’t have the time to do right
now.”
    “Oh,
Summer,” Drew sighed,