there in our world but evil? The moment we catch our breath from one evil, we encounter another. Didnât you hear the public announcement?â
âI heard the announcement and watched from my vantage point as your herald made his rounds.â
The chief merchant stared at him with red eyes: âYesterday all the pregnant women miscarried.â
âNo!â His disquieting laughter, however, rumbled, and he chortled a bit until he could ask, âWhy did that happen?â
âA malady this widespread isnât a medical issue; itâs a punishment.â
âAnd as you know, a punishment is often a message of deliverance. Should we fear it this much and lapse into anxiety?â
Amghar waved his hand as if to drive away flies and then asked desperately, âWhat shall we do with women whose bellies are barren?â He reached out to seize the end of his veil, which had pulled away from his mouth, twisted it around his index finger a little, then pulled it up toward his left ear and tucked it into the fold so his nose was completely hidden. He asked with an unexpected sigh: âTell me: Is a woman with a barren belly still a woman?â
Confining his wicked laugh to his chest once more, he replied, âA woman with an empty belly is definitely not a woman, but sheâs not a man either.â
âYesterday, after midnight, my wife suffered a miscarriage too.â
âNo!â
âI was there when she ejected the stillborn child the way a she-goat ejects a kid.â
âHa, ha. . . .â
âWrithing like a viper from her pain, she released a sound that reminded me of the bleating of a goat. Then she groaned and the fetus slipped out with the groan.â
âAmazing!â
âI wouldnât feel so bad if I had children, like most men.â
âI donât understand.â
He looked up at the stranger blankly: âSheâs the third woman to enter my home and the first to become pregnant by me.â
âIâm sorry to hear this.â
âThe spirit world has decided to punish me for forgetting my vow.â
âVow?â
âYes, absolutely: my vow. I promised a banquet to the goddess Tanit if one of my wives became pregnant. When she suffered morning sickness, began to crave clay, and admitted to me that she was pregnant, I remembered the vow. By the next morning, however, I had forgotten it because I was busy with one of my caravans that had returned with goods from the forest lands. After that I forgot it altogether and never thought of it again until the affliction struck yesterday.â
âVows are destined to be forgotten. We never remember our vows until after disasters strike.â
He cast a suspicious look at the stranger: âBut the elders say youâre responsible.â
âMe!â
He glanced far away to remark, âTheyâre not sure, but evilâs always marked by an omen.â
âHa, ha . . . did they read in the tablet of the Unknown that I bring evil?â
âThe diviner did not confirm that but didnât deny it either.â
âThey have a right to suspect me since Iâm the only outsider to visit the oasis of late. They also have a right to think ill of me because I rejected their community the day I declined to eat with them.â
âI suspect that refusing the invitation is the only reason.â
âYes, indeed; declining an invitation is a sign. Turning down a banquet is always an indication of a departure from the Law that everyone has prescribed for everyone to follow. But . . . but, what do you think?â
He was silent for a time. Then he replied: âWhat does the victim think? The victim has a right to be suspicious. Only a person struck by an adderâs fang sees the rope as a snake.â
4 Contraception
He tucked the purse under his arm and went out. He had awakened shortly before dawn and stammered out his arcane incantations first thing.