Six by Mark Alpert Page A

tortilla chips and a two-liter bottle of Pepsi. With a casual smile, as if nothing was out of the ordinary, she stepped inside and went to our couch, and we started watching the game.
    Or at least we tried to watch it. I couldn’t concentrate. I was too busy wondering why Brittany had come and what was going through her head. And she seemed a little distracted too. At halftime she asked me, “Are you going to make a poster for the game?” I replied, “Yeah, I guess so,” and she said, “I want to help you.” So we found a sheet of poster board and my set of colored pencils, but this time I didn’t draw a picture of Eli Manning or any other player. Brittany leaned against the cushions of the couch and I drew her portrait.
    When I was done, I drew another picture of her, and then a third, all three sketches lined up left-to-right on the poster. I paid no attention to the football game and honestly can’t remember who won. Brittany kept posing for me until the end of the post-game show, and then she stood up to go. Dad offered to drive her home, but she insisted on walking.
    That poster is also on my wall. I have to admit, the three portraits of Brittany aren’t as skilled as my drawing of Manning. My right hand lost some of its dexterity in the five years after Super Bowl XLVI. But the pictures are good enough for me to recognize her: the long blond hair, the high cheekbones, the eyes that are blue in one drawing and gray-green in the two others.
    As I stare at the portraits now, I realize why Brittany came to my last Super Bowl party. She wasn’t just being kind to me—she was also avoiding something. She turned down Dad’s offer to drive her home because she had no intention of going back there. After leaving our place, she probably went to another friend’s house or another party. Anything to avoid going home. I feel so stupid for not figuring this out until now. Brittany’s parents had always seemed okay to me. Maybe a little uptight, but that wasn’t unusual. I never saw how unhappy she was.
    I’m still thinking about her when I hear a knock on the bedroom door. Startled, I turn my head toward the noise. I feel like I’m waking up again, this time from an even deeper sleep. “Uh, yeah?” I mutter. “Who is it?”
    â€œIt’s Mom. Can I come in?”
    I’m startled again. Dad’s usually the one who takes care of me in the morning, washing and dressing me, and helping me get into my wheelchair. Whenever Mom tries to do it, she gets frustrated and bursts into tears. “Yeah, sure,” I answer, trying to prop myself up. “Come in.”
    The door opens and Mom steps into the room, holding a breakfast tray. On the tray are a couple of chocolate croissants and a cup of orange juice. I’m impressed—she’s done everything right. Croissants are a good choice for me because they’re easy to hold. And the orange juice is in a sippy cup so it can’t spill.
    â€œWow, this is great,” I say. “And it’s not even my birthday.”
    Smiling, Mom sets the tray on my desk. She looks a lot better than she did the last time I saw her, at Westchester Medical. She’s wearing gray slacks and a maroon blouse. Her hair is tied in a neat ponytail, and she’s put some lipstick on her mouth.
    â€œWell, I figured I’d give your father a break today. He’s still asleep, believe it or not.” She gently hooks her hands under my armpits and pulls me up to a sitting position against the headboard. “He was on the phone for nearly an hour after you went to bed last night. I kept telling him to let the answering machine take the calls, but he wouldn’t listen.”
    Dad was probably conferring with General Hawke or Colonel Peterson. Probably talking about me and the other doomed teenagers, estimating how many of us will decide to become Pioneers. I still don’t want to think about