the apartment, but he didnât find Regina. He knew me, however, and as he left, he said, âIf we donât find her, weâll arrest you. You probably put her up to it anyway.â
âTwo days later, the victimâJane Lansingâdied.â
âOh no!â I said.
âI went to the biggest newsstand in New York Cityâthe one at Grand Central that has all the out-of-town papers. I bought some
papers from small towns in upper New York State, northern Pennsylvania, and southern New Jersey. A south Jersey town won out. I spotted an old farmhouse for rent in the classifieds, at a sum we could afford. Afraid the apartment was being watched, I packed Regina and Lolly up and sent them down the fire escape to the bus terminal, where they caught a bus to Bayfield. Soon after, I took a circuitous route, changing subways, taking cabs, NJ Transit, and finally a bus to join them. Apparently, we outwitted the law.
âThe money Iâd saved for printing equipment came in handy. I set up shop in the barn and started my own mail-order printing business: Barnhouse Press. The press was in the barn, but the camera and computer were in the house. The business was completely anonymous. I didnât have to deal with anyone personally. Regina took care of the bookkeeping and occasional personal contacts. There was a warrant out for her arrest in New York, but she had no police record and wasnât in the national FBI database. The risk of anyone spotting her in such a remote part of New Jersey was minimal.
âFor a while, things went pretty well. Regina was grateful to me for getting her out of the jam and tried to make a go of it. She was even nice to Lolly. The only bad part was, I had to keep a low profile. I had to be almost invisible. But then, I had been a magician. Invisibility was sort of second nature. But as the years rolled on, Regina became restless. She was not made for small-town life. She missed the cityâthe lights, the traffic, the crowds, all the excitement. One morning, I woke up and she was gone. Sheâd left a note: âSorry, Max. I canât take it anymore. Iâm going back to the city. You donât need to know which one. Good luck. R.â
âI was devastated. I loved her, you see. I thought of trying to trace her. And I wouldâve, too, if it hadnât been for Lolly. I couldnât risk it. If I was caught and had to go to prison for Reginaâs crime, who would take care of the kid? She was only fourteen at the time. I always hoped Regina would come back, but she never did. That day you came into the barn, for a split second I thought you were
Regina. You are the same height and build. The light was behind you and I couldnât see your face, only your silhouette. When I realized you werenât Regina, I caught my hand in the press. End of story.â
He closed his eyes again.
âAre you okay?â I asked.
He shrugged.
âWhy donât you take a nap. I have calls to make. But Iâll stop back later tonight.â
Eyes still closed, he nodded.
CHAPTER 20
I spent a restless night. Bits and pieces of Maxâs story kept turning up in my dreams, along with a heavy feeling of sadness over his and Lollyâs plight. What a terrible way to live, hiding out like fugitives, in constant fear of being discovered by the police. And he wasnât even guilty! At one point, I got up in the middle of the night and turned on my laptop. I searched the Internet for Regina via her maiden and married namesâCox and Rawlings. There was nothing under Cox, but Rawlings brought up a slew of stuff about âAmazing Max the Magicianâ and âhis beautiful partner, Regina.â All this ended abruptly the year Max went to prison. After that, there was nothing. Nada. I shut down and went back to bed, falling into a fitful sleep.
I woke up feeling more tired than when Iâd gone to bed. I dragged through my daily routine with the