hadnât been with her family tonight, she had nothing but good wishes for them.
When at last she heard the familiar sound of her daughterâs laughter, faintly echoing across the water, her skin began to prickle. The sailboat came to the dock with excruciating slownessâinch by leisurely inch. Irina was bouncing on her tiptoes and waving toward the shore, a green glow stick making wild arcs in the darkness, and Thea waved back. Garret and Jonathan were busy getting ready to secure the boat, and Sue was packing things into a big canvas tote while Ken stood at the wheel.
âMom! Mom!â Irina leapt onto the dock, barely waiting for the boat to stop. Her flip-flops pounded the wooden boards as she ran and hugged Thea tight round the waist. âDid you watch them? Did you see that one that looked like an American flag?â
Thea pushed her daughterâs wind-ruffled hair back from her face. âI saw it! It was awesome!â
âDad says the blue ones are the most expensive.â She glanced over her shoulder, to where her father and Garret were securing the boat. âYou know, Dadâs right there. You can go say hi. . .â
Thea hesitated. She wanted to be a good example to her daughter. To show that she was not so petty that she refused to talk to him. But she didnât want to make him uncomfortable either. âHeâs tying up the boat right now, hon. Letâs just give it a minute, okay?â
Sue and Ken came up the dock, their arms full of bags. Sue wore a white visor and capris; Kenâs seersucker shirt was half-open across his burly chest, and his face was mottled where his sunglasses had left the faintest tan lines.
They both kissed her on the cheek, and Thea smiled, glad for their kindness. She hadnât been able to go with them, but they werenât acting strange now that she was there.
Yet she couldnât shake the feeling that she was being watched. She found herself wondering if her khaki shorts were too short for a woman over thirty. When she glanced toward the boat, she saw that Garret had stopped working and was staring at themâbut especially at her. There was something disconcertingly feral about himâthe way he stood half-bent over a coil of rope, his head lifted, his eyes focusedâlike some wild animal catching the scent of danger in the air.
âDid Irina tell you what we did today?â Sue asked.
Thea reined in her focus. âNo. What?â
âTell her, Rina!â
Irina took Theaâs hand. âI caught a huge fish.â
âReally?â
âYes. Grampa Ken helped me.â
âThatâs wonderful!â
âDad took my picture with it, and then we let it go!â
âThatâs great,â Thea said, her voice slightly tight. She could envision the scene perfectly. It was so very normalâfor the family to be rallied around Irina, cheering her accomplishments. The only thing that wasnât normal was that Thea hadnât been there.
âWell, weâre about to head off to the Merrysâ house. Thanks for coming here to get her,â Ken said.
âYouâre welcome,â Thea said cheerfully.
Sue shuffled the bags in her arms to reach out and squeeze Theaâs hand. âSee you soon,â she said so softly it was almost a whisper.
Theaâs heart cracked. She hadnât realized how badly sheâd needed to be reassured. âHope so,â she said.
A moment later they were gone, and Irina was tugging on her arm so hard it pulled all the way to her shoulder joint. Then she let go and ran ahead. âCome on, Mom! Letâs go tell Dad bye!â
Thea resisted only a moment. She wanted to see Jonathan. She missed him. There was something open and unresolved between them. She took a deep breath and began to walk slowly forward, to the white boat that was rocking gently in the coal-dark water. With each step, her courage built. Something deep within her cried