can see me blushing, but Iâm reassured by the fact that the detail is poor. She looks as if sheâs been airbrushed â I canât see the blemish on her chin that she acquired on a cross-country course when she came to grief as we did a pairs class on our ponies.
âIâm not sure now. Tall, outdoorsy, blue eyes, brown hair. Must like horses.â I smile. âIâm getting carried away. I donât need a man. I need to sort out my finances first.â
âFirst? So there is hope then?â
âMaybe a little,â I admit.
âHow is that going?â Sarah asks. âHave you managed to reduce the amount you owe?â
âHardly.â I shrug. âSometimes I feel like Iâm drowning in debt.â
âI wish youâd accept a loan from us.â
âI couldnât. Itâs very kind of you, but Iâm not going to replace one loan with another, and my dadâs always told me never to borrow from friends.â
I change the subject to a less painful, less controversial topic. âHow was your scan the other day?â I donât really need to ask because I saw the pics on Facebook, but I want to show Sarah that Iâve been thinking of her. Her face lights up as she gives me an update on the babyâs health and how many times she feels it â I should say âherâ, because we know sheâs a girl from the scan â kick in a day. She talks about how hard it is to choose the right antenatal and parenting classes, and the difficulties of choosing a suitable name without offending anyone. Sheâs going to be a fantastic mum. I love to see how happy she is. It makes me happy too.
I hear David calling her in the background.
âIâd better go,â she says. âKeep in touch.â
âWill do.â I sign off and stare out of my bedroom window, where Rafa is having a moment, cantering and bucking around the paddock in the cool of the evening.
I canât wait to ride out with Robbie at the weekend. Iâd love to have time to chat and get to know him better, whether or not it leads to anything else. Iâll be spending a lot of time with the Saltertons and their horses this spring. I just hope the new mare behaves herself when itâs her turn to be shod.
Chapter Five
Wet Shirts and Hidden Depths
Itâs Sunday morning and I could sleep for hours. Iâm physically exhausted from working from eight in the morning to six or seven at night, including Good Friday and most of Saturday. It turns out that Mel has let his business slide, postponing visits until the horsesâ shoes are almost falling off, and heâs expecting me to get it back on track. Iâm not complaining, though. Iâm loving the challenge and the pretence of being my own boss.
However, Iâm already wondering how long Iâll be needed here. Mel was in hospital for five days. He came home with painkillers and a string of physio appointments, and determined to be walking without sticks within three weeks. It sounds selfish, but Iâm hoping he doesnât rush back too soon.
I drag myself out of bed and peer out between the curtains. Rafa is waiting at the gate. I throw on some clothes and head downstairs. Iâve missed breakfast with the family. Louise is in the kitchen, closing the zip on a cool-bag.
âMorning, Flick. Weâre off to see friends today. They have a caravan at Talysands and weâre going to have an Easter egg hunt on the beach.â She smiles. âI canât wait.â
âHave a lovely day.â
âIâm hoping that itâll take Melâs mind off the after-effects of his op,â she goes on. âAnyway, what about you? Have you any plans?â
âIâm going for a hack with Robbie.â
âOh â¦?â Her voice rises and her eyebrows seem to hover in question, as if sheâs waiting for me to tell her more. Her eyes glint with a hunterâs
John Nest, You The Reader, Overus