time passed quickly, and before long, it seemed, Reb came to stand watch.
He held a sword. âYou two go get some sleep,â he said.
âThanks, Reb. I am tired,â Sarah said.
When she went off, Reb asked, âJosh, have you thought about it?â
âThought about what?â
âAbout what weâve talked about a dozen times. Daveâs no good as a leader. Heâs strong, and heâs the best swordsman Iâve ever seen, but heâs just not a leader. You are.â
âBut Iâm such a wimp. I canât shoot a bow like Sarah. I canât use a sword like Dave. I canât ride a horse like you can.â
âThat doesnât make no never mind,â Reb said. âSome guys and some girls are just natural born leaders. Theyâre not always the biggest or the strongest, but thereâs something in them that makes people want to follow them. I reckon thatâs what Goél saw in you, but youâve let him down.â
âYou really think so, Reb?â
âSure I think so. You think about it.â
Josh did indeed think about it. He could not sleep for a long time. He lay with his hands locked beneath his head and stared up at the stars. Ever since the failure of the last mission, he knew he had allowed himself to be swamped with selfpity. It was one thing, however, to know it and something else to come out of it. How does a guy stop feeling sorry for himself? he wondered. He thought for a long time but came up with no answers.
The next day, as usual, they milked the goats, fed the babies, and started out on their journey. They traveled steadily all morning, stopping at intervals to rest. Josh saw no opportunity to exert leadership, and he spent most of the morning talking to Gus, who walked along beside him. He had come to like the skinny young man very much indeed.
Gus entertained him by quoting his love poems. He said, âI wrote a new one last night. Itâs for Meta.â
âCan I hear it?â
âOf course you canât hear it. Itâs for her.â
âBut you let me hear your other poems.â
âThis is different. The first time a poem is said, it has to go to the one itâs written for.â
âOh.â
Josh watched as Gus dropped back then and fell into step with Meta. The young womanâs face brightened. He could not hear what they were saying, but he knew that Gus was giving a rendition of her poem. He saw her face light up even more, and Josh thought, Well, Iâm glad somebodyâs happy on this trip.
They fed the babies when they were hungry and stopped at noon to eat. It was the middle of the afternoon when Josh felt bold enough to move up beside Dave. âRemember, Dave, weâve got to find shelter before nightfall.â
âKnow that. Plenty of daylight left.â
Josh said firmly, âDave, donât be bullheaded about this. We canât wait until dark to start looking.â
Daveâs face reddened. âDonât tell me what to do, Josh!â
âWell, somebody needs to!â
The two got into an argument. Josh knew everyone was listening, but no one jumped in to help settle it.
Finally Dave said, âJosh, Iâm handling this, and Iâve already thought about it. Look ahead there. See that?â
Josh looked. He had been walking with Gus in the middle of the procession, and the trees were thick. Dave, at the front, had seen what Josh could not. It looked like a conical mountain.
Dave said with satisfaction, â Thatâs where weâre going to camp.â
âDoesnât look like thereâre any trees on it,â Josh muttered.
âBut thereâll be some caves in it. And itâs not more than a mile away from here. So come on, Josh. Letâs move.â
Josh gave up and went back to walk with Sarah. He said, âDave says weâre going to camp at that little mountain up ahead. Says there will probably be caves in