big. She has a ring. In her lip . I cringe. That had to hurt. Weâre about the same height, but thatâs where the similarities end. She has gorgeous almond-shaped eyes and darker skin, an odd contrast to her bleached hair. Her body is straight and strong. She stands in a way that puts me in awe of her.
âCome on.â She jerks her head for me to join her.
I shake my head. Watching is enough for today.
âCome on.â She jerks her head again.
I fold my arms.
She walks over. âYou canât let the boys have all the fun. Just try it.â She reaches out a hand, and my hand reaches out to take it. I have no idea how that happened. She lifts me to my feet.
âIâm Daisy.â
âJoy.â
âCool.â She grins. âYou can hang with me.â
We step onto the mat, and no one even glances my way. Iâm just one of many.
âHorse!â the instructor yells from the front.
âLike this.â She widens her stance and crouches low.
I do the same.
âGood. Now hold it for as long as you can. Heâs brutal and will make us all sit like this until people start to collapse.â
She giggles and I feel my mouth pull into a smile.
My legs start to burn. Like fire. But I can do pain. Iâve certainly felt worse.
âYou can make your body do anything.â The instructorâs voice is so strong, so convincing. âMind over matter, right?â
A few people chuckle.
I can do this. I can make my body do this. My legs burn, but I have control over them. I get to tell them when they can stop burning.
I focus on being still. My body relaxes into the position and even though I hurt, I feel like I could sit here indefinitely.
âWe have two tough little girls in the back tonight, making you boys look like a big bunch of sissies.â The instructor chuckles.
My eyes focus, and Daisyâs laughing next to me. âOh my gosh, Iâm done!â She stands and shakes her legs out.
I follow her lead, but my legs donât work right anymore, and I laugh. I rub my palms up and down the top of my rubbery thighs. That helps, but my legs still donât feel like my legs.
Uncle Rob has shifted closer to me. He gives me a thumbs-up, and a surge of pride rushes though me. Just like that, Iâm hooked.
âSo.â Daisy puts her hands on her hips after class. âYouâre coming back, right?â
âIâm coming back.â My whole body is loose and shaky, but I feel tough, in control, and thatâs something Iâve never felt before. I push the hair off my hot, sweaty face.
âCool. Iâm always here. My dad owns this place.â
âOkay.â I cross my arms but more out of habit than for protection.
âIâll see you around.â She slaps my upper arm before turning toward the office.
âSee you.â
Uncle Rob gives me a light squeeze before holding open the door. Weâve never even touched before, and I didnât even flinch. Definite progress.
âYou did good,â he says as we step outside.
Trentâs laughing with a guy taller than him who follows us out.
âGood one, Mooreson.â The guyâs startling blue eyes catch mine. âNice job in there,â he says to me.
I donât speak. I donât know him.
âSee you later.â He laughs loudly, slaps Trent on the back, and jogs off to his car.
Trent laughs. âWell, donât tell Tara that Brandon spoke to you. Sheâs had a crush on him since freshman year.â Trent rolls his eyes like he doesnât think sheâs good enough for Brandon, which is ridiculous.
âI didnât know that,â Uncle Rob says slowly. He turns and frowns as the Brandon kid pulls out of the lot.
âAnd watch out for Daisy,â Trent says to me. âSheâs an awesome girl, but sheâll do anything .â Trent chuckles and then adds more quietly, âDaisy parties are legendary. If