to make sure it gets back to its owner and that is all. No terrorist attacks, danger, threats, or other catastrophes. Just a bag filled with what appears to be all the earthly belongings of an older homeless woman.â
Leon jumped to his feet, marched to the foyer, and picked it up.
âWhat are you doing?â I followed him.
âI got this.â He shook his head. âI get that you are not going to stop until youâve returned it to her, so I will help. Iâll do anything to put an end to your distractions.â
âMy distractions? What does that exactly mean?â
âIt means that for the five months that weâve been married, youâve been putting more time and energy into complete strangers who you think need help instead of spending time with your husband who needs you.â
âComplete strangers? What are you talking about? Iâve just been working at my practice and have volunteered a few weekends to help at that hospital. These things arenât really any different from what I was doing before we married, so, Iâm not understanding what the problem is here.â
âItâs not just your job, Sienna. I have a business too that requires me to work late and long hours, but you could never question that I strive to keep you first. Time is a precious thing, and I make spending time with you a priority.â
âWait a minute. Are you accusing me of not making you a priority? I get that time is precious, but are you getting how crazy my schedule is? Besides work and volunteering, I still have the occasional interview or appearance, and now Iâm supposed to be working on this book. Wait, is that what it is? You donât like the attention Iâm getting while you are struggling to keep your bakery open?â Even I felt the stingâno, the hard, echoing slapâthat were my words. âIâm sorry, Leon. I didnât mean that. You know I didnât mean that. Iâm not feeling like myself these days. My moods . . .â Oh, Jesus. I was really pregnant. I could feel the stew of rolling hormones and emotions boiling all through me.
âSienna, Iâm not going to fight with you.â Leon sounded defeated. âIâm just letting you know that I need more of your time. We are newlyweds and the days and weeks and minutes we have right now are setting the stage for the rest of our marriage production. I want the happily ever after with you.â
âAnd we are having our happily ever after right now.â I reached up to embrace him, praying he wouldnât smell my vomit-tinged breath.
âI know. I just donât want anything to come between us.â We both looked down at the plastic bag still in his hand. The bag swung off his wrist and bounced between us, preventing me from fully embracing him.
âGive the bag to me. Iâll check to make sure there is nothing that might give a clue to her whereabouts. I promise you, once this is off my hands, I will make a point not to get involved in anything extra again. Iâll just stick to the children Iâm working with at my practice, finish my memoir for the publisher, and spend the next fifty years loving on you.â And our child. I pushed down a dry swallow. Can Leon even handle that news right now?
âWhatever you say, Sienna.â Leon gave me the bag and turned toward our bedroom. âIâm going to change back into my suit and head back to church. Iâll catch the next service. Clearly you donât need me here right now.â
âLeon, donât talk like that.â I started to follow him into the room, but I had the sudden urge to pee. Pregnancy could bring a lot of annoying symptoms, I was remembering. The mood swings, the throwing up, the constant need to stay in the bathroom. And that was just the first trimester.
What am I saying to myself? I shook my head as I entered the bathroom and closed the door shut behind me. I pulled