Shawn because she lacked the courage to take them inside. And to offer.
The lack of sleep and surplus of dreams left her holloweyed and broody the next day. After Mass she piddled around, taking apart the engine of the old lawn mower, changing the points and plugs on her truck, tuning it though it didnât need tuning.
She was under her motherâs old car, changing the oil, when she saw her fatherâs boots.
âYour ma said I should come out here and see whatâs weighing on your brain before you take it into your head to strip the engine out of this old tank.â
âIâm just seeing to some things need seeing to.â
âI see that.â He crouched down, then with a wheezy sigh, scooted under the car with her. âSo youâve nothing on your mind.â
âMaybe I do.â She worked a few moments in silence, knowing he would let her gather her thoughts. âCould I ask you something?â
âYou know you can.â
âWhat is it a man wants?â
Mick pursed his lips, pleased to see how quick and competent his daughterâs hands were with a wrench. âWell, a good woman, steady work, a hot meal, and a pint at the end of day satisfies most.â
âItâs the first part Iâm trying to figure here. What is it a man wants from a woman?â
âOh. Well, now.â Flustered, and not a little panicked, he started to scoot out again. âIâll get your mother.â
âYouâre a man, sheâs not.â Brenna caught his leg before he could escape. He was wiry, but she had a good grip. âI want, from a manâs own mind, what it is heâs looking for in a woman.â
âAh . . . well . . . common sense,â he said a bit too cheerily. âThatâs a fine trait. And patience. A man needs patience from a woman, truth be known. Time was, he wanted her to make him a nice comfortable home, but in todayâs worldâand as I have five daughters I have to live in todayâs worldâthatâs more a give-and-take sort of arrangement. A helpmate.â He grabbed the word like a rope tossed over the edge of a very high cliff with a very narrow ledge that was rapidly crumbling under his feet. âA man wants a helpmate, a lifeâs companion.â
Brenna gave herself a little push so she could sit out beside the car. She kept her hand on his ankle, for she sensed heâd bolt if she gave him the chance. âI think we both know Iâm not talking about common sense and patience and companionship.â
His face went pink, then white. âIâm not talking to you about sex, Mary Brenna, so get that idea right out of your head. Iâm not having a conversation with my daughter about such a matter.â
âWhy? I know youâve had it, or I wouldnât be here, would I?â
âBe that as it may,â he said and closed his lips.
âIf I were a son instead of a daughter, we could discuss it?â
âYouâre not, so we arenât, and thatâs the end of it.â Now he folded his arms as well.
Sitting as he was, he made Brenna think of an annoyed leprechaun, and she wondered if Jude had used him as a model for one of her sketches.
âAnd how am I to get my mind around something if it canât be discussed?â
Since Mick didnât give a hang about the logic of that at the moment, he simply scowled off into the distance. âIf you must talk of such things, speak with your mother.â
âAll right, all right, never mind, then.â Sheâd go at this from a different angle. Hadnât he been the very one to teach her there was always more than one way to approach a job of work? âTell me something else.â
âOn another topic entirely?â
âYou could say that.â She smiled at him, patting his leg. âIâm wondering, if there was something you wanted, had wanted for some time, what would you do about