When they had talked about the houseâabout the possibility of moving inâit had not been about the house as it was but as it might be: if this wall were gone, a door here, the kitchen opening onto the back porch. Now her manner grew remote, a little sad. And he saw at the same time her professional side, a real-estate agent examining a property.
âWhat did Prospero want?â
âI have a client,â she said. âHeâs considering selling his place. And he wanted to look at the multiple listingsâto get an idea of the market.â
âThe man on the phone?â
âHum?â
âThe man who left the message the other dayâthat was the one?â
She looked distracted.
âOh, yes,â she said. âThe market is hot, you knowâall of a sudden.â
She had tried to explain it to him earlier. On the surface, it might not make sense, given the papers were full of doomâstories about how easy it would be to poison the water at Hetch Hetchy, to gas the crowd at Candlestick, to make a dirty bomb, to kill us allâbut for some reason, in the midst of all this doom, houses were selling. People were frightened, nesting in.
âDid you bring the photos?â
She nodded then and laid them out on the table: pictures of an apartment somewhere in Spain. A place with a balcony and a view of a city street. Then more pictures behind those.
Marilyn sipped at the wine. âI read in the papers,â she said, âOwens has been granted bail.â
âHe still has to raise the money. Weâve been invited to the defense partyâwhen he gets out ⦠remember?â
Marilyn faltered. âThe kidsâ¦?â
âTheyâre okay.â
âSure.â
He glanced again at the pictures.
âYou and I,â she said.
âThatâs not the Costa Brava.â
âSomeone snapped that place up.â
âMadrid?â
âYes. I spent some time there, just after college.â
âI hear itâs different now.â
âThereâs still the backcountry, all those little towns. The women in blackâ¦â
âThat was a long time ago.â
âFrancoâ¦â
âThe peasants, they are all gone.â
âNo, they just dress differently,â she said. âMore like here.â
They sifted through other possibilities. A cottage in the hills near Dublin. A house with a tin roof in Baja. A thatched veranda. Ceiling fans. Lava rolling to the jungle coast.
More pictures.
Saigon and Copenhagen and Casablanca.
Landscapes in which to imagine yourself.
Marilyn, with her green eyes and her skirt up around her knees, lying by the glass coffee table, next to the red sofa from Milan, her hands inside his pants, that first time making love, years ago, on the floor of his cousinâs house.
âHow much do you think I could get for this place?â
âDo you think you could let it go?â she asked.
Empty now, stripped of artifacts, it was just a house, but the emptiness had its own grip as well.
âI think so.â
âIf you did sell, what would hold you here?â
âIn North Beach?â
âYou could go anywhere.â
âWe could, yes.â
She was smiling, her eyes had a brightness to them, but there was a dark sheen over the luminosity. He saw her sense of vulnerability but also a toughness, a determination not to be taken in. She liked things, he knew that. She liked clothes, hotel rooms. Men with money.
He thought about his motherâs box with the rings inside.
He was tempted to get the boxâto show her the ringsâbut there was a next step following that, an implication.
âLetâs go,â she said. âLetâs get some decent wine.â
She smiled then and kissed him, but she carried a reserve about her that he could not quite read. Or did not want to read.
Everyone had their secrets.
They left the house and walked down the street,