appealing?
He pushed the thought out of his mind and asked, âCan I help you with anything?â
âYou can butter the toast,â she said, just as it popped out of the toaster.
Zach was grateful for the task because it gave him something to do with his hands so that he couldnât give in to the urge to reach for her and determine once and for all if the attraction he felt was mutual.
Unfortunately, the task didnât keep his mind as occupied as his hands, and his thoughts continued to wander. And although he couldnât deny that several of those thoughts touchedupon plans for getting Paige naked, he found himself simply enjoying the morning routine. Working with Paige to put breakfast on the table, retrieving the sippy cup Emma kept throwing to the ground, dodging the bits of toast and egg that she threw at him, then helping Paige tidy up the kitchen again when theyâd finished their meal.
Their conversation was easyâalthough they were both careful not to make any mention of Emmaâs paternityâand he found himself relaxing in her company. Not that he was completely relaxedâhow could he be when he was so keenly aware of her presence, her every movement and every breath?
No doubt about itâtwenty-three months was a long time for a man to go without the pleasures of female companionship, yet he hadnât been aware of how very long it had been, and he certainly hadnât felt so acutely deprived until he met Paige. Which meant that he didnât want sex as much as he wanted Paige.
And that, he knew, was a big complication.
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After the kitchen was cleaned, Paige left Zach with another cup of coffee while she took Emma upstairs to get her washed up and changed. When they came back down again, he pushed away from the table.
âI have to check out of Hadfield House,â he said. âThe clerk wasnât at the desk when I left this morning.â
âYouâre leaving?â Paige wasnât sure why she was surprised or why his words caused something that felt like a pang of disappointment. After all, ever since heâd shown up at her door sheâd been hoping he would turn around and leave again. But sheâd started to get used to having him around; sheâd started to believe he actually planned to stay. Of course, she should have realized that as soon as she began to count on someone, it was a cue for him to leave.
âJust leaving the B and B,â he told her. âWhen I firstchecked in, I didnât know how long I would be staying and the clerk didnât think to mention that they were booked for the holiday weekend.â
âSo where are you going?â
âIâll try one of the hotels in town.â
So he wasnât leaving town after all, she realized, strangely relieved by that fact. Maybe he would turn out to be a man that sheâthat Emma, she hastily amendedâcould count on. Still, Paige hesitated a moment before she said, âThereâs a spare room here.â
Zach paused with his hand on the door. âAre you just sharing information or offering to let me stay with you?â
She hadnât intended to invite him to stay, but she felt guilty for attempting to thwart his every effort. Or maybe she felt that she owed him because heâd been so great with Megan the day before, not to mention that heâd cleaned up her house.
Yes, heâd been at least partially responsible for the mess in the first place, but his efforts were commendable. And he really did seem to want to get to know Emma and to be willing to take things slowly for the little girlâs sake, and Paige found that she couldnâtâin good conscienceâcontinue to stand in his way.
Whatever her reasons, she simply shrugged, as if her offer wasnât a big deal. âYou seem intent on hanging around here most of the time anyway.â
âIâd be more than happy to get out of your hair, but you panic