Stoutâs shoulders to force her down.
âI . . . oh.â She pressed a trembling fist to her chest, to where the scar lay. âI dreamed . . . I thought it was memory.â
âDuring a healing, itâs common to flash back to early memories of pain,â Octavia said. âI once knew a young man who lost part of his leg on the field, but when he awoke from surgery, he insisted that it was only broken. In his mind, he had returned to a childhood incident when he had fallen from a tree and broken that same leg.â She shrugged. âPerhaps thatâs the Ladyâs way. Thereâs some comfort in the familiar, even in pain.â
âThe Lady.â Mrs. Stout licked her dry lips.
Octavia filled a small cup at the tap and assisted Mrs. Stout in sitting up to drink. âIâm a medician.â She lowered her voice to imply secrecy.
âI know.â Mrs. Stout leaned back against the wall.
âDo you remember anything about what happened when you retired to bed last night?â
Mrs. Stout opened one eye. âYouâre not going to ask how I knew, or when?â
âYou mentioned my sensing abilities earlier, and I wondered what may have given me away.â She paused, recalling Mr. Garretâs aggravating statement. âWas it my satchel?â
âNo.â A smile softened her face. âBut to answer your first question, I remember going to bed last night. I remember worrying over you and that little gremlin of ours, but you seemed in good hands with that steward.â
Octaviaâs breath caught. Leaf! With Mrs. Stoutâs attack and the ensuing cleanup, she had forgotten all about him.
âOur cots were set up,â Mrs. Stout continued, âI went to sleep. Then . . . footsteps. I thought you were back, and then there was pain. Such terrible pain.â She pressed a fist to her chest again, shuddering. âI tried to scream. I know I did. But all I remember is blackness and . . . and memory . . . and then . . . It became cozy, soothing. What happened, Miss Leander?â
âYou were attacked. Most brutally.â She helped Mrs. Stout drink again. âSomeone stabbed you. When we came in, you were near death.â
âWe?â
âYes. Myself and Mr. Garret. The steward.â
âOh.â Mrs. Stout frowned into space.
âWe . . . cleaned up. We deemed it best to keep this attack a secret for now, but if you disagreeââ
âNo. I do not.â
Octaviaâs tongue floundered in her mouth. She had to bring this up. She had to know, and yet . . . âI . . . we . . . couldnât help but notice your scar. On your chest.â
Mrs. Stoutâs eyes flared open. âYou . . . what?â
âItâs probably nothing. Just a scar. We know that.â
âYou . . . and that steward?â Mrs. Stout glared toward the door. If she were an infernal, that entire wall would be a molten heap.
âItâs okay, Mrs. Stout, really. Just say itâs balderdash. A coincidence.â
The older woman seemed to shrivel against the wall, both hands pressed to her face. âLies. Do you have any idea how sick I am of lies and subterfuge? Itâs all good and well when reading a copper novel, but when itâs your own life, it becomes so old and tiresome.â
Octaviaâs tongue felt as dry as cotton. âYou . . . what are you saying, Mrs. Stout?â
âI donât mind you knowing. I owe you my life, and youâre one of Nellyâs girls. But for a man to know, a servant . . . God, do you know how those people gossip?â Her skin resembled vellum, translucent and frail. Octavia offered her a drink and Mrs. Stout jerked her head in refusal.
âMr. Garret has an appalling way of finding out these things,â Octavia said. âHe knows Iâm a medician traveling incognito as well, but he