of a woman in his head, especially Laney. He still wasnât completely convinced she hadnât messed with Brodyâs heart and mind, confused him and wanted him to change his entire life for her.
No, thank you. That was
not
for him. Heâd stay in the shallow end of the relationship pool, even if it felt a little less than satisfying.
And what she didnât know about the rodeo wouldnât hurt her, right?
Because despite all the tussles they had with each other, especially recently, Laney did have one redeeming quality Slade couldnât quite overlook.
She had loved Brody. Despite everything, sheâd loved Brody.
And she carried a great deal of strength in her heart. He hadnât known that back then, when he may not have been the best influence on Brody, but he knew it now. Not many women would pack up and move their whole life to a strange town to live with in-laws she barely knew. Wouldnât it have been easier for her to remain with her sister, where Slade had been given to understand sheâd been living before she arrived at the Beckettsâ?
She wasnât taking the easy way out. She wasnât thinking only of herself. She was thinking of her babyâof Brodyâs baby. Slade had to respect her for that, at least. Nothing sheâd gone through in recent months could have been comfortable for her.
He gave her credit, but he still didnât trust her. Once upon a time sheâd gotten into Brodyâs head and turned him all around, trying to change him, to make him into something he was not. Who was to say she wouldnât try the same thing with him? It was a fine line to walk, needing her to trust him and allow him to be part of Baby Beckettâs life without giving too much of himself away in the process.
âIs there someplace we can go thatâs a little more conducive to conversation than standing outside a stable?â She picked at her hand, which was swollen and red from the tiny pieces of wood she must have picked up on the corral fence.
Slade inwardly cringed at the reminder that heâd been the one to bring her here. Heâd been the one to thoughtlessly tear open wounds which had barely begun to heal.
âWe could grab a coffee at Cup Oâ Joâs Café,â he suggested. âMy treat.â
It seemed like the least he could do, given the events of the day.
Her gaze met his and she shook her head. âI donât thinkââ
âIâll even spring for dessert.â He couldnât let her finish her statement. Not if it meant she was going to say no to him. He shouldnât be surprised that she wouldnât want to be seen with him in public. Sheâd probably picked up on those silly teenagers and their giggling. Not good. He didnât know why it was suddenly so important that she accept his offer. Maybe it was just a jab to his ego. He wasnât used to being turned down for a date.
Not a date.
Whatever was the opposite of a date. Thatâs what this was. Frankly, heâd be surprised if the two of them could keep from bickering for the length of time it took them to consume a cup of coffee. They seemed to have developed a process, their way of working things out between each other, and it wasnât anything heâd want to air in public, picking at each other like a couple of bantam hens. He reminded himself to be on his best behavior. He didnât want Laneyâs dignity, not to mention his own, to take a hit.
Slow. Slightly unsteady. Often uncomfortable. Sometimes painful. Thatâs how it seemed to be between them.
Laney appeared to be reconsidering, or at least she hadnât barked out an immediate rejection. âWell, if youâre throwing in chocolate.â
He grinned, feeling as if heâd just won, if not the purse, then at least a ride.
âBut only because Baby Beckett has a craving.â
She was distancing herself from him again, but heâd take what