one of our sons on Death Row,â I said.
âI canât,â he said.
âI made myself go there,â I said. âI mean, I know theyâre not going to murder anybody.â
âExcept each other,â he said.
âI canât even joke about this. But Iâm telling you, when I canât sleep, thatâs what I picture. Some weird set of circumstances where one of them mistakenly ends up in some terrible place. And I would do anything, confront anyone, recruit anyone to fix whatâs wrong.â
âMaggie, I worry this is some projection youâve got going on with that guyâs mother. You donât need to lie awake obsessing about what if it were Zach or Josh.â
âIâm not choosing to lie awake,â I said grimly. âItâs just what happens. And right now, thereâs a small thing I can do to help. And I want to do it.â
âWhoâs working the story?â asked Michael.
âWhoever Hoyt assigns,â I said. âProbably Andrea.â I felt a twinge of guilt. âIâll just be helping.â
âAnd youâll keep me posted?â
âEvery step of the way,â I promised. âScoutâs honor.â
âYou were never a Girl Scout, cara ,â he said.
âLook whoâs talking,â I countered. âMr. Not So Clean in thought, word, or deed.â
âThis is a perfect discussion to continue with Dr. McQuist,â said Michael. âI canât wait to hear what she thinks.â
âI donât believe she thinks independently,â I said. âSheâs supposed to help us think.â
âI thought she was growing on you,â said Michael.
âOh, you were just impressed because she could translate the Italian,â I said.
âAnd you werenât?â asked Michael. âYouâre not always the smartest girl in the room, you know.â
âI am, too,â I said. âKnowing the most commonly quoted line from Dante doesnât make somebody smart. Or even educated.â
âYeah, well, if you think itâs that common, try wandering thehalls of that elitist little magazine of yours and doing a survey,â said Michael.
âIâve got to go,â I said. âVery busy. Very, very busy.â
âBut relaxed,â he said.
âSurprisingly relaxed.â
I hung up on his self-satisfied little chuckle.
CHAPTER 10
T ell me,â I said to Travis, âabout the moment when your relationship with Grace Plummer changed.â
He shrugged. âI told the trial lawyer. Iâve told Isabella. Iâve told the cops.â
âUh-huh,â I said, âbut you havenât told me.â We stared each other down.
âOr, donâtâ¦â I said. âJust as easy for me to get back to my day job.â Travis had seemed pleased, but not surprised, when Isabella told him I would try to help.
I flipped the pad shut, and started to tuck it in my purse. We were sitting in the visitorsâ center again, and this time, because it was a weekend, the place was filled with people. Kids, mothers, exhausted-looking, but making an effortâlipstick on, earrings in place.
With Hoytâs reluctant blessing, Andrea was taking on the story. Since I had access to Travis, I was working that angle. âYou are so transparent,â Andrea said. âYouâre assuming that my cosseted Connecticut debutante self will be soiled by a trip to San Quentin. Iâll have you know Iâve been there already. Twice, in fact. On stories, before I came to this lifestyles-of-the rich-and-famous glossy youâre running. How starchy does that make me?â
âAndrea, my friend,â I said, âthe fact that you used the word cosseted and debutante in a single conversation makes you plenty starchy. But we love that starch! Itâs like going undercover on a vicesquad, but you donât have to dress up like a hooker.