totally unprecedented. He believed desire was as natural as breathing, and should cause no more discomfort than the easy exhaling of air.
And yet he ached, fiercely ached.
âYou⦠Let me by,â she managed.
âWhen Iâm ready. Iâm waiting for your hypothesisâor would it be a conclusion now? Iâm curious, Rebecca. How are you going to react the next time I kiss you? And which one of you am I going to find when I take you to bed?â
She didnât knowâand wasnât sure she could tell him if she did. She was saved from what she was sure would have been abject humiliation when Rafe swung through the kitchen door.
He stopped, summed up the situation in a glance and scowled at his brother. âFor Godâs sake, Shane.â
âGet out.â
âItâs my damn house,â Rafe shot back.
âThen weâll get out.â He snagged Rebeccaâs arm and took two strides before panic gave her the strength to yank away.
âNo.â It was all she said as she walked past both men and out of the kitchen.
âWhat the hellâs wrong with you?â Rafe demanded. âYou had her pinned up against the damn stove. She was white as a sheet. Since when have you gotten off on scaring women?â
âI didnât scare her.â
But he realized abruptly that he had, and that for a few moments he hadnât cared that he had. In fact, heâd been hotly thrilled that he could. That was new for him, and shaming.
âI didnât mean to. It got out of hand.â Frustrated, hedragged his unsteady fingers through his hair. âHell, I got out of hand.â
âMaybe youâd better keep your distance until you can handle yourself.â
âYeah, maybe Iâd better.â
Because heâd been expecting an argument, Rafeâs brows drew together. He noted now that Shane was just about as pale as Rebecca had been. âYou okay?â
âI donât know.â Baffled, Shane shook his head. âSheâs the damnedest woman,â he muttered. âThe damnedest woman.â
Chapter 5
A s she was a meticulous woman, it took Rebecca hours to set her equipment to her specifications. There were sensors, cameras, recorders, computers, monitors. Cassie had been able to give her one of the larger suites for a couple of days, and she tried to be grateful for it. Yet it was confining not to be able to set up a camera or two on the first floor.
She doubted any of the other guests would welcome one in the rooms they slept in.
Still, she had space, and the thrill of occupying what had been Charles Barlowâs room. The windows afforded a lovely view of the sloping front lawn, the late-summer flowers, the wild tiger lilies lining the edge of the road, and the town itself. She imagined the master of the house would have enjoyed looking out, studying the rooftops and chimneys of the houses and shops, the quiet stream of traffic.
Everything sheâd read about Charles Barlow indicated that he had been the kind of man who would consider it his right, even his duty, to look down on lesser men.
She wished she could feel him here, his power, even his cruelty. But there was nothing but a charming set of rooms, crowded now with the technology sheâd brought with her.
It was frustrating. She was positive every one of the MacKades had experienced something in this house, had been touched by what lingered there. Why couldnât she?
Her hope was that science would aid her, as it always had. Sheâd purchased the very best equipment suited to a one-person operation, and shrugged off the expense. Some women, she mused, bought shoes or jewelry. She bought machines.
All right, perhaps she was buying more in the shoes-and-jewelry line these days. Money had never been a problem, and didnât look to be one in the foreseeable future. In any case, she was entitled to her hobby, Rebecca told herself as she dipped her hands in her