back. Please.
I lower my forehead to the cool concrete. It smells like motor oil. I squeeze my eyelids tight until spots dance before me, almost as if that will make my prayer more powerful. I remain there, bowed down, tears welling, until my aching body demands relief.
At last I sit up and open my eyes to garage and graffiti. More tears blur my vision. Vibrant colors and jagged shapes swim together.
âIâm not going back,â I whisper to the pigeons.
I heave my backpack over my shoulder and trudge toward the garage door. Once home, Iâll search for Nickâs name online. Iâll find out if October 21, 1927 really was a Friday. Iâll look up the Cafferelli Brothers. I wonât stop looking for answers.
A breeze kicks up outside and swirls in through the broken windows smelling of fish and chips from the restaurant across the street. An old, weathered yellow flyer taped to the graffitied wall across from me lifts and rattles in the gust then settles again. I glance at the two bold words printed across the top.
I gasp.
RISTORANTE CAFFERELLI
I rip the flyer from the wall. Itâs an advertisement for an Italian place in the historic district. But itâs not just the name that takes me by surprise. Itâs whatâs written in black Sharpie underneath.
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Alex,
If youâre looking for answers, Iâve got a few. Come have a chat with me. Iâll be the old codger in the Orioles cap, eating a cannoli. (They have really good cannoli here.)
Porter
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IN WHICH I MEET SOMEONE EVEN MORE CRAZY THAN ME
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I step off the city bus downtown and hitch my backpack higher on my shoulder. I havenât been to the historic district in a while, and I realize how much I miss the cute folksy shops all decked out for Halloween. The smell of cinnamon and cloves from a candle shop mingles with the briny sea air. A dozen seagulls squawk at me and half hop, half fly out of my way as I cut across a drugstore parking lot.
Iâm not sure what Iâm doing, following a cryptic flyer to meet some old guy I donât know. I know a hundred different ways this meeting could take a turn for the worse, but then again, I donât think anything could be as scary or dangerous as what Iâve just gone through in my vision. And putting myself in that situation was involuntary.
Still, I wish I had Dadâs pepper spray.
Ristorante Cafferelli is quaint and bright, with a wall of windows overlooking the Bay. Murals of grape-studded vineyards cover stuccoed walls, and red and white checkered tablecloths drape over small square tables. The scent of fresh baked bread and sautéed garlic wafts out from the kitchen.
I spot the worn, orange Orioles cap right away. The man called Porter sits over by the windows, blowing steam from a wide mug of coffee he holds in both hands. He looks to be in his sixties â late sixties? â but fit for his age with only a few wrinkles. He wears jeans, a faded black polo, and slip-on boat shoes. White stubble dots his cheeks and chin, and a bit of short white hair peeks out from underneath his cap around his ears. Heâs the only customer in the place.
I walk right up to him despite every instinct telling me not to. I guess my need for answers, whatever they may be, outweighs all the lectures Dad gave me as a child.
âAre you Porter?â
He looks up, a little startled at first. Then he clears his throat and sets his mug down. âI am.â
âIâm Alex.â
He leans back in his chair and folds his hands on the table. âOf course you are.â He pauses, staring at me. âHow did you know how to find me?â
I drop the flyer in front of him and point at it. âDidnât you write that?â
He leans forward to look, then a small, knowing smile breaks across his lips. âNot yet. But I guess I will. Soon.â
Not yet? My brow crinkles. âHow did you know Iâd be at Johnsonâs Auto Garage? Do I