faded.
One afternoon, while I was having my lunch, I noticed a couple sitting a few tables away from mine. I watched the man reach across the table and touch the back of the womanâs hand with the tips of his fingers; with a graceful sweep she pushed a few strands of hair away from his forehead; when they spoke to each other, how enthusiastic their faces were. It made me think of Simon talking about Laura and Steve. Telling me: âThey were so in love, I found it unbearable.â
I thought of the way Marianâs hand had brushed against my wrist while she introduced me to her friends. And how I liked the way we touched when we spoke to each other. Then I was thinking of the way Ritaâs legs lay exposed in the gray light of her bedroom after we made love, and would I ever want to make love to her again?
T hat afternoon I went back to New York City. Iâd always liked coming home to my apartment after a trip, whether Iâd been gone a few weeks or a few days; the perfunctory greetings from the men in the garage, the doormen. The comforting rituals, gathering the mail, playing back messages on the answering machine, reading e-mail. Just like that, the routines of life waiting inside the apartment, like an obedient dog.
One of the messages was a last-minute invitation to a friendâs apartment for a party, and I decided to go. I wanted the distraction.
It was a relaxed Sunday gathering in the apartment of Richard Davidson, whom I knew through work. It was nothing very formal, Bloody Marys, Mimosas, and finger food, in one of those spacious Upper West Side apartments with long hallways and high ceilings, a view of the Hudson River and, on this particular night, filled with dozens of people and that exhilarating sound of tinkling ice cubes and adult conversation.
I was sipping my drink and talking to Felicia Robeson, a choreographer Iâd known for a few years. Sheâd come back from Mexico about a week ago, and was telling me, âMy mind just refuses to leave the beach,â when Amy Brennan came over, kissed Felicia on the cheek, then me, and wanted to know, âHowâs that executor business coming along? I still think itâs so intriguing.â
âNot that intriguing,â I said.
âWhatâs intriguing?â Felicia asked.
Amy answered the question.
âYou know,â Felicia said, âIâd trust Geoffrey with my last remains.â
âThatâs a grim thought.â It was Richard, our host.
âAre you still going on about that?â Amyâs husband, Nick, had now joined us. âWhatâs happening with it, anyway?â
âWeâre about to find out,â Amy said.
âIs there something I should know?â Richard asked.
âAbsolutely nothing,â I said.
âThen why is everyone talking about it?â
âWhoâs every one?â Felicia answered.
Richard squeezed Amyâs arm, said, âIâm too sober for this conversation,â walked to another circle of people, while Felicia and I went over to the bar for refills.
I asked her, âWhatâs the occasion, anyway?â
âRichardâs celebrating his daughterâs divorce.â
âOh?â
âHe never liked the son-in-law.â
âThe daughter must have come over to his side.â
âSheâs quite happy about it.â
âHow long were they married?â
âEight years. Sheâs in Maui. Having her own celebration.â
There was laughter coming from somewhere down the hall, and laughter closer to us; a gentle swirl of perfume . . . a womanâs hand resting on my shoulder . . . a voice introducing itself . . . âHow have you been . . .â âWhat have you been doing these days . . .â âI havenât seen you since . . .â
Outside the open window, the setting sun floated above the New Jersey Palisades, holding off the dark for a few
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