the girls were happy. They work and play well together and get along just fine, except forââ She bit her bottom lip.
âExcept for me.â
She nodded. âShelleyâs a sweet girl, Scott. I agreed to watch her as long as the two girls got along well and I meant it. I see no need for Shelley to leave. And you can rest assured that Iâll treat her well while sheâs in my care.â
âIâm very aware that Anne doesnât like me. Why doesnât she dislike Shelley, too?â
She scrunched one shoulder up to her ear. âI canât explain it, but Anne seems to have taken Shelley under her wing. Last night she told me they are kindred spirits because theyâre both half dogies.â
His mouth twitched. âShelley mentioned something about that.â
âYeahâ¦because both girls are missing one of their parents, theyâve decided that makes them half dogies.â
He smiled; he couldnât help it. âDoesnât that beat all? Itâd be funny if it werenât so sad.â
âI know. I wish more than anything that I could give Anne a loving father.â
âI feel the same way about Shelley. I tried everything I could think of to make my marriage with Allison work,but she came to hate me for the very same reason Anne doesnât like me. Because Iâm a ranger.â
And then he asked the question that had been haunting him since he met this woman up on the lonely mountain. âDo you hate me, too?â
âOf course not. Donât be silly.â She didnât hesitate, which he took for honesty.
Relief flooded Scottâs heart and he couldnât explain why it meant so much to him that Melanie liked him. He knew he liked her, but that was as far as he was prepared to take their relationship. He had to put Shelleyâs needs first and already they were in a difficult predicament.
âI donât hate anyone, although I do hate certain things,â she said.
âSuch as?â
âAlcohol.â
He held her gaze. âWe have that in common.â
âI wonât tolerate the stuff in my house ever again. I loved my husband, but I donât miss his drinking. Not after all the pain he caused us in the past withââ
She didnât finish her statement, as if realizing she had confided too much. Scott understood the passionate tone of her voice. He remembered feeling much the same way; heâd missed his father after heâd died and yet Scott had been relieved that Dad was gone, too. Life had been difficult after Dadâs death, but at least they didnât have to fear being woken up in the middle of the night to a harsh beating. It didnât make sense, loving and hating someone simultaneously. He figured anyone whoâd lived with an alcoholic would understand.
âI know what you mean,â he said. âMy father was an alcoholic when he died. It caused enough sadness in my life when I was young that it cured me of drinking, even socially.â
Her eyes widened with surprise. âI didnât know. Our girls do have a lot in common. If not for the Lord, I donât know how Iâd still be hanging on.â
He found it difficult not to snort with disgust. Instead, he looked away, hoping to hide his skeptical expression. She caught his cynicism anyway.
âYou donât believe in God?â she asked.
âYeah, but the Lord and I donât have much time for each other.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âLetâs just say we leave each other alone.â
A tolerant smile softened her face. âYou sound rather cynical. God never abandons any of us. Heâs just a prayer away. Itâs usually us who pull away from Him.â
What could Scott say to that without offending her? He decided to play it safe and bit his tongue, breathing a sigh of relief when she didnât push the issue.
âOur girls have become fast friends. I donât