but courteous good morning and proceeded to her own mailbox. Mervyn glanced at his mail, tucked it into his pocket. âWhere are you going?â he asked. âDo you have time for coffee and doughnuts? I havenât had breakfast yet.â
Susie paused, looking over her shoulder. âIâve got to sign up for summer session.â
âYou have all day.â
âNot quite. Iâm visiting Mrs. Kelly at the hospital between two and three.â
âIs she able to see people?â
âHarriet was there last night.â
Mervyn glanced at the steps to the balcony. âThe old girl took quite a tumble.â
âItâs a miracle sheâs alive.â
They walked out to the street, the question of coffee and doughnuts not quite resolved. Mervyn looked at Susie out of the corner of his eye. As always, she seemed subtly different from the last time he had seen her. Today she contrived to seem both casual and somber. Her mouth was a grim line. A sweet mouth, thought Mervynânormally.
Susieâs side glance was swift. âYouâre not teaching during summer session?â
âIâve got a thesis staring reproachfully at me.â
âI canât imagine you teaching, Mervyn. I mean, really teaching.â
âI canât either. Oh, well, itâs a means to an end. Iâd much rather do other things.â
âSuch as?â
âI donât know. Search Europe for old manuscripts, perhaps. What about you, Susie?â
âLife is fluid. And so far Iâm floating.â
âDrifting?â suggested Mervyn.
âFloating,â Susie said firmly.
âIâd better look through my mail,â said Mervyn. âPardon?â
They turned into Telegraph Avenue; the Parnassus Coffee Shop was three blocks away. Mervyn, shuffling through his mail, found a telephone bill; what looked like a letter from his mother; a notice from the university library about some overdue books; and a notification to English Department teaching assistants regarding changed schedules. On closer scrutiny he decided that the letter from his motherâbeing addressed in typescript on a plain white envelope and postmarked Berkeley on June eighteenth, which was yesterdayâcould not be from his mother after all. Mervyn tore it open and unfolded the sheet of paper.
The letter consisted of two words printed with a ballpoint pen.
Mervyn frowned.
Then he refolded the letter and tucked it away. He was rather relieved that Susie, marching along by his side, had not been looking at his face when he read the two words.
When they reached the Parnassus Coffee Shop, Mervyn glanced questioningly at her. Susie hesitated, scowled, squinted at the sun. âWell, all right,â she said grudgingly. âBut I only have a minute.â
They took a table by the front window; a waitress came for their orders. Susie sat stiffly, looking everywhere but at Mervyn.
He played a conversational gambit. âHow come youâre not going home for the summer?â
âI donât like my motherâs new husband.â
âOh. You have a brother, donât you?â
âA half-brother. Ten years old. By my motherâs third. The current consort is her fourth, a large pain in the neck. Real-estate operator, loaded with charm, money, and stepfatherly love. With gestures. Maryâs had more trouble with him than I have. But she didnât want to shock Mother.â
In spite of his own difficulties, Mervyn was fascinated. âWhat about you?â
âMother is shockproof. She dangled us in front of Gordon until she hooked him, and now itâs suddenly a good idea that we get away on our own.â Susie laughed bitterly. âOur grandmother lives in Butte. For a while there was talk about the University of Montana.â
Mervyn asked cautiously, âWhy would Mary want to go home, then?â
Susie broke a doughnut into sections. âWho says she went