going.
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The Brothers had a half day on Wednesday, the convent did not. Emmet McMahon went to Sister Madeleine and read the
Lays of Ancient Rome
with her; over and over he told the story about how Horatius kept the bridge. She closed her eyes and said she could see it all, those brave young men fighting off the enemy hordes, just three of them and then being flung into the Tiber. Emmet began to see it too, and he spoke it with great confidence.
ââO Tiber, Father Tiber / To whom the Romans prayâââ He interrupted himself. âWhy did the Romans pray to a river?â
âThey thought it was a god.â
âThey must have been mad.â
âI donât know,â Sister Madeleine speculated. âIt was a very powerful river, rushing and foaming, and it was their livelihood in many waysâ¦a bit like God to them, I suppose.â Sister Madeleine found nothing surprising.
âCan you show me the little fox you showed Kit?â he asked.
âCertainly, but tell me more about those brave Romans first, I love to hear about them.â
And Emmet McMahon, who had not been able to say his own name in public with any hope of finishing it, stood and declaimed the verses of Lord Macaulay as if it were his mission in life.
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âAunt Mauraâll be at home when I get back,â Clio said.
âThatâs nice for you,â Kit said.
âYes, she said sheâd teach us golf. Would we learn?â
Kit considered it. It would be a very grown-up thing to do, certainly. It would put them in a different class to those who just collected golf balls. But Kit felt a resistance. She wondered why. Possibly because her mother didnât play, Mother had never shown any interest in the game at all. It seemed a bit disloyal somehow for Kit to learn, as if she didnât agree with her motherâs choice.
âIâll think about it,â she said eventually.
âWith you that means no,â Clio said.
âWhy do you say that?â
âBecause I know you very well.â Clio spoke menacingly.
Kit resolved to discuss the golf with her mother that evening; if Mam encouraged her to go ahead, she would. That would show Clio Kelly that she wasnât always right.
âDonât give me very much, Rita. I had a meal that you wouldnât give to a condemned man there was so much on the plate,â Martin McMahon said ruefully.
âWhy did you eat all that, Daddy?â Emmet asked.
âWe went on an outing to the hotel as a treat.â
âHow much did it cost?â Emmet wondered.
âI donât know, to tell you the truth, Clioâs auntie Maura paid for all of us.â
âDid Mother enjoy it?â Kit was pleased there had been an outing.
âAh. Your mother wasnât able to come with us.â
âWhere is Mother now?â
âSheâll be back later,â Dad said.
Kit wished she were there now, she wanted to talk about the golf to her. Why did everyone think it was so normal for Mother not to be around anymore?
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Clio came around after tea. âWell, what did you decide?â
âDecide?â
âAbout golf. Aunt Maura wants to know.â
âNo she doesnât.
You
want to know.â Kit knew that and said it very definitely.
âWell, she
would
want to know.â
âI havenât decided yet.â
âWhatâll we do, then?â Clio looked around Kitâs bedroom, waiting for inspiration, or an invitation to look at the dance steps of the cha-cha-cha, which they had nearly mastered. The pattern of where the feet should go was worse than geometry with Mother Bernard.
âI donât know,â Kit said. She wanted to hear Motherâs light step on the stair.
There was a silence. âAre we having a fight?â Clio asked.
Kit was full of remorse. She nearly told