their high walls. I leaped a covered drain, ran alongside a stone channel carrying fresh water from the reservoir, circled a pool where women could fill wooden buckets. Sobbing for breath, I passed the merchantsâ grand entranceways, the courtyards, the walled gardens; passed a fire temple, passed a gymnasium. Now I was turning on to another broad street, lined with elm trees.
Swan! Swan!
Here was my fatherâs high wall, and the great double doors of rare and costly wood, carved with geometric Greek patterns. When I hammered upon it,the wood was solid and heavy under my fist. Slowly, Fardad, our old porter, swung open a small, hinged window in the door and peered out, his wispy grey beard quivering. His eyebrows, bushy as caterpillars crawling across his forehead, twitched in surprise when he saw me, bent over and gasping for breath.
âHonoured child!â he cried, rattling aside a bolt.
The door swung open and I fell inwards, clutching the pain in my side. Then, I straightened. A smile of delight stretched my sweating face.
Through my misty vision, I saw that the outer courtyard was filled with horses. Their backs shimmered like gold; they turned their long elegant faces towards me and regarded me with their huge dark eyes. I wanted to weep; I wanted to hug each one of them: the golden mares â Honey and Peach, Apricot, Sandy, and Twist. My eyes ran over the greys: Iris, Thunder and Smoke; over brown Mouse; over the bays, River and Rocky and Brocade; over the chestnuts, Peony and Nomad and Pomegranate. Over Swanâs yearling filly, the black Pearl.
Over Swan.
My heart stood still. She turned her long neck as I had known she would; her eyes were deep pools. They considered me with calm kindness. The light ran down over her like poured water. Her face gleamed.
When I ignored Fardadâs urgent questions and thrust my way between the horses, Swanâs nostrils fluttered in greeting. The tail of a foal flapped againstmy arm. The shoulder of a mare pressed against my back. I was deep in a crowd of horses and I was happy for the first time since Batu and I had lain on the ridge, watching the army. I laid my cheek against Swanâs long head, and breathed in her sweet, familiar scent. My mind filled with flowers and grass, with birdsong, with sky.
The mares and foals turned away from me, jostling to view some new commotion at the door. I craned my neck in time to see Grasshopper push her way inside. For an instant, my eyes refused to believe what they were seeing. Then I accepted the truth of it: Grasshopper had carried my mother home. She lay along the mareâs neck, unconscious, and the broken reins of shagreen leather dangled from the mareâs snaffle bit. Fardad and I rushed to Grasshopper and caught hold of my motherâs body as she slid over the mareâs shoulder to land heavily across our feet.
âMarjan!â bellowed Fardad, his voice surprisingly loud despite his age, rising even over my scream of shock.
When my motherâs body servant pushed her way through the horses, we all lifted my mother and carried her up the outer staircase, and along the dim hallway to her room. Gasping, we laid her on her high and magnificent Greek bed with its veneer of tortoiseshell, its inlays of ivory. Her head lolled against the round pillows, imported from Corinth.
âFetch water,â Marjan said, her firm capable handsalready holding a knife, slitting my motherâs tunic, rolling the fabric back from my motherâs arm and shoulder as Fardad rushed out.
âWhat is happening?â I asked. My hand flew up to grip the amulet around my neck.
âLook at the wounds, they are festering,â Marjan said, and she laid a hand upon my motherâs sweating forehead. âShe is hot; there is strong evil here.â
I leaned closer, noting the swollen flesh around the leopardâs claw marks, and the red lines that streaked up my motherâs arm and