her.
They soon came upon a building with a wide front porch and an arched doorway. Painted above the doorway were pictures of animalsâa wolf, a deer, a turtle, some kind of bird, and others. Words were also painted there: Turtle Island Healing Center .
An aroma wafted out of the open front doors, where people were walking in and out. Cass suddenly remembered that she had passed a place of plenty and abundance in her dream, with sweet smells.
âIs it a restaurant?â Cass said.
âNope. It helps people.â Degan spoke respectfully. âThey do classes, how to find jobs, how to raise your kids, how to get over bad stuff. They have open dinners too. You can go there for a meal. My aunt does some healing circle work with them.â
The music was building in Cass now, insistent, pounding.
âItâs close. Turn here.â
They turned the corner and came upon the store with the large glass window and the sign that read Rayâs Pawnshop .
chapter fifteen
It was like a dream, but it was really happening. The mask was really here, really inside the pawnshop, Cass was sure of it.
In a daze, she turned the knob and pulled open the glass door. It jingled, a fact that barely registered in her mind. Her regular senses felt dulled, and other phantom senses inside her seemed to be engaging instead.
She and Degan stepped through the doorway.
The man behind the counter was looking at his phone. He had long hair and a beard and was leaning back in his chair. He sat upright when he saw them. He looked them up and down, his eyes lingering on Degan a bit longer than on Cass. As if there was something a little untrustworthy about Degan.
âHey, kids,â he said. âLooking for something?â
âJust browsing,â Degan said. His face had taken on that neutral expression it had worn when Cass first met him. Closed suddenly.
âBackpacks up here,â the man said.
Cass and Degan put their backpacks on the counter.
âYou got money, son?â
âUh-huh,â Degan said.
âShow me.â
Degan pulled out some coins and a battered bill from his pocket.
âOkay,â said the man, waving them on.
They turned down the first aisle, and the singing inside Cass grew stronger and warmer. Like an animal following a scent, she lifted her head to hear it better.
Turn here , the singers called.
And here .
She was only dimly aware of Degan following her. The mask was just ahead, just around the next aisle.
She took a breath and walked around the last set of shelves. She closed her eyes, willing it to be there.
She opened her eyes.
The music burst in her head, for the mask was hanging there on the wall.
Cass gave a little cry and jumped forward. She couldnât stop herself. She ran her hands down that hair, along the line of the chin. The eyes didnât scare her now, nor did the distorted, half-smiling mouth.
âHere you are,â she whispered. âHere you are.â
She couldnât have said how long she was caught in that electric reunion. It could have been seconds or hours. But she was startled awake when Degan touched her shoulder gently.
âI have six dollars and forty-three cents,â he said. âDo you have anything?â
She shook her head to get the dizziness out. Then she felt inside her pockets, although she already knew the answer.
âNo.â
âLetâs find out how much money we need.â Deganâs calm voice helped to fix her to the earth again.
Cass followed him to the counter. She realized that she had never thought about needing money. Somehow she had assumed that the mask would simply be coming home with her. But now she saw that the man would never release the mask that easily.
Degan stood awkwardly before the counter.
The man looked up from his phone. âCan I help you?â
Degan said in a clear voice: âThe mask. In aisle four. How much is it?â His face twitched slightly, but he