work. Heâs really smart, and sometimes I take his books to him and his assignments and stuff, and thatâs what I did today, âcause of the math test tomorrow, and he needs to study, just in case he feels well enough to go to school in the morning.
Mrs. Morris opened the door when I rang the bell.
âI brought Jimmyâs schoolwork,â I told her. âHowâs he doing?â
âHeâs sitting out on the deck, dear,â she said. âYou can go see him.â
I followed her into the house and back to the dining room, and when she went into the kitchen I opened the big sliding door and stepped out onto the deck. Jimmy was wrapped up in some kind of a blanket, even though it was really warm out. He looked awfully pale and his eyes were sort of red and burned looking, so I knew he was having one of his headaches. He gets headaches a lot. Mom told me that he had hydro-something when he was a baby and it made his head swell up, and he had to have a couple of operations to fix it, only I guess the doctors didnât do such a good job, âcause he still gets the headaches, sometimes really bad, like today. But he smiled at me and said âHi.â
âIâve got your stuff,â I said. âMr. Parrish is giving us a test tomorrow. You think you can come?â
âSure.â Jimmy always says that, even when itâs obvious that heâs too sick to go anywhere. âWhatâs the test on?â
âChapter Thirty-four. Itâs mostly review, but I thought you might like to go over it. I can help you if you want.â
âThatâs okay.â He was kind of grinning at me, and I knew what he was thinking. When it comes to math, itâs usually him helping me. But English and history, thatâs a different matter. Especially writing - I really like to write. But you know that already, old pal Diary. Mom says I have a really vivid imagination, and I guess sheâs right, because Iâm always seeing stuff that nobody else sees.
âAny sign of the cat today?â Jimmy asked.
âNope. I left some food out for him last night, and it was gone this morning.â
âHow do you know itâs a him?â
âI donât.â
âCould be a girl cat. Does your Mom know you fed it?â
âUh, uh. I didnât tell her.â
âHow come?â
âJust didnât think of it, I guess.â
That wasnât exactly the truth. I donât lie to Jimmy often, only I didnât want to get into the whole thing about my Dad, how he wonât let me have any pets. Once when I was eight there was this stray cat that came into our yard, and Mom let me feed it some tuna fish, and then it started coming to the door all the time, and I wanted to keep it and Dad threw some kind of a fit, all about how weâd end up with fleas all over the house, and how cats smell and make messes and scratch the furniture. I donât know what happened to the cat, âcause when we stopped feeding it, it disappeared after a few days. That made me really sad. I wasnât going to go through that again, which is why I didnât even tell Mom this time.
âWant to go look for it?â I asked.
âCanât,â Jimmy said.
I nodded. Jimmy never explained when he couldnât go someplace, and I never expected him to. He never talked about his spina bifida. Itâs just, you know, the way things are with him, so whatâs the use of talking about it?
âYou gonna feed it again tonight?â he asked.
âI guess so.â
âDonât let Mr. Harding see you.â
âHow come?â
âRemember what he said when he was yelling at me? He doesnât want the cat hanging around.â
âHe doesnât own the street,â I said, a little bit annoyed. âAnyway, the catâs probably gone by now.â
Jimmyâs face kind of screwed up then, like he was in pain. He turned and stared