âWhy, Dad? Why?â over and over.
Hope wants nothing more than to cover her ears and block out the words. Her arm restraints prevent it.
When Faithâs fever does finally break, Hope almost gets the feeling Dr. Gallingham is disappointed.
âWell,â he says, dabbing a moisture-laden eye, ânow we know to only administer half a dose.â He waddles out of the room.
As soon as Hope and Faith are well enough to walk,theyâre escorted down the stairs and shown the door.
âHow did he know?â Faith asks.
Hope looks at her sister. âHow did who know what?â
âThat doctor know about Dad?â
Hope gives her head an angry shake. âHeâs just saying that. He didnât know him.â
âBut he knew his name.â
âThat doesnât prove anything.â
âBut he saidââ
âAnd Iâm telling you that doesnât prove anything.â Faith looks like a dog thatâs just been kicked. Hope regrets her outburst almost at once.
âLook,â Hope says, âgo easy today, okay? Youâre still weak.â
Faith nods a trembling chin.
âH and FT.â
Faith musters a weak smile.
The days are remarkably the same. Silent breakfasts. Tense roll calls. Work details in the afternoon followed by muted conversations over dinner. Each night, Hope wakes and hears the steady clinking sound. Each night she thinks of the boy named Book.
Through it all, Faith clings to her sisterâs sideâpractically attaches herself thereâso when Hope returns from barn duties one afternoon to find Faith is missing, she feels a stab of panic.
âHas anyone seen my sister?â Hope asks.
The other girls just laugh.
Hope searches everywhere: the barracks, the mess hall, even the tiny smokehouse. It isnât until she gives a sideways glance toward the storehouse that she spies a pair of thin, pale legs dangling from the top window.
Hope makes her way up the creaking stairs to the third floor, then edges through a labyrinth of pallets and cardboard boxes.
Faith sits on a wooden crate. Draped over her shoulders is her ever-present pink shawlâthe one their mother knitted way back when. She faces the woods on the far side of the barbed wire fence.
Hope plops down beside her sister.
âWhatâre you doing up here?â
Faith doesnât acknowledge her. Instead she says, âI found it.â
âFound what?â Hope asks, but when her eyes drop to Faithâs side, her heart gives a lurch. There sits the crumpled piece of paper, the word Separate scrawled in charcoal. The note found in their fatherâs dying hand.
âIt fell out of your pillow,â Faith says, her voice flat. âIs it Dadâs handwriting?â
âYou know it is.â
âWhen did he give it to you?â
âHe didnât. I found it in his hand after he died. If anything, he gave it to both of us.â
âThen why didnât you show it to me?â
Hope has no good answer.
âSo I was right,â Faith goes on. âHe wanted us to separate so you could survive.â
âSo we could both survive,â Hope corrects her.
âIt was you he wanted to live. You said it yourself: I wouldnât last a day in the wilderness on my own.â
Hope picks up the scrap of paper and rips it into tiny pieces, angry she didnât do it earlier. Extending her hand, she lets the fragments flutter to the earth like confetti.
âDo you remember the goats?â Faith asks out of the blue. Her gaze is suddenly miles away.
It takes a long moment for Hope to figure out what her sister is talking about. âSure,â she says.
âAnd the chickens?â
âThe ones that pecked your shins?â
âAnd those pigs?â
âI swear I still smell âem.â
In earlier days, the memory might have prompted a laugh. The problem is theyâve long forgotten how. Smiling and laughter are