pacing the floor of her workroom and stirring up cooling air. He kept glancing out of the window as if half expecting Roseâs silver BMW to flash into the yard again.
She was probably way past Exeter by now, Kitty calculated, driving too fast, carelessly flicking through radio stations or making phone calls. She wouldnât waste time concocting a credible story for the long-suffering Ben. And Kitty had no doubt he must be long-suffering â sheâd now concluded that he was a man of routine and solidity who tolerated his unreliable wife for the pathetic excitement of her returning to him in need of a shot of stability and comfort. She would be more than tolerated, Kitty thought as she watched Glyn grumpily pacing, she would be positively treasured. Rose would easily have managed to keep an air of maddening elusiveness that had Ben still, after what must be twenty years, absolutely panting after her, body and soul.
Thereâd always been an interesting unreliability about her, bordering on sly deviousness. Boys had always fancied that aspect of her, back in their schooldays. So hard to pin down was Rose that the will-she/wonât-she question about sex would be the last to come up with anyone who asked her out; they all had to start the guessing game with wondering if sheâd even turn up. Kitty felt quite envious of this imagined Ben-and-Rose-excitement scenario: she objected to being lined up as the opposite by Glyn, lumped in with the safe and plodding and domestic and predictable. She pointed her paintbrush at Glyn, accusing, âYouâre sounding like some boring old fart who doesnât want any new experiences in life any more. Just because youâve officially retired, it doesnât mean you have to get dull and territorial.â
Glyn looked quite hurt. The skin on his forehead furrowed like the field Rita had let Josh plough so very badly the year before. He stopped pacing and went to the sink to scrape bits of Petrocâs engine oil out of his fingernails with a palette-knife. âSorry. I just thought she was sort of flighty. Not a bit like you. I didnât know you had friends like that.â
Kitty was even more annoyed: heâd now damningly confirmed her private thoughts. âActually I donât have friends like that. You canât call someone a friend just because they were at school with you when you havenât seen them for a million years. Though why Iâm not to be allowed âflightyâ friends I canât imagine. I donât intend to feel in the slightest bit old and boring.â
âNow youâre being contrary,â he pointed out.
âBetter than giving into being bloody geriatric, especially at your age. Next, youâll be complaining when someone sits in âyourâ chair and grumbling if we donât have halibut every single Friday,â she countered. She squeezed a dollop of Winsor blue on to the palette and felt calmer. âDid you manage to get Petrocâs car sorted?â
âWe jump-started it. Heâs not in the best of moods either. Must be something in the air.â Glyn looked down out of the window again. âThereâs that George, wandering up the lane. I wonder if heâll discover Rita.â
Kitty looked out, down at the lane and along towards Ritaâs farmhouse. A corner of it was visible through the beech trees that were just coming into leaf. Kitty thought of them as half dressed, shivering in leaves too small and delicate. Only weeks from now she wouldnât be able to see the house at all. She could hardly wait, winter in the country was so desolate. When theyâd lived in London, warmed by traffic pollution and heating blasting out from shops, she could almost ignore it. Here there seemed to be weeks of endless damp windy grey with just the occasional reward of a scintillating blue day of brave vivid sunshine. Even the sea, when it wasnât rowdy with storm, seemed to