stared down into our bowls, but I could see Lachlanâs eyes flicking toward me. My belly began to twist into a tight knot. If Ishbel knew I was behind it, if she thought I was getting the family into trouble, Iâd be living on thistles and silence for a week.
Ishbelâs question hung over us like a sharpened ax dangling from a thread as she returned to the table and sat down again.
Finally Da said, âIt was Alan Dunbar who stirred things up.â
I let out a silent breath.
Cocking an eyebrow, Ishbel asked, âAnd what was that rogue doing at a meeting of decent folk?â
âHe came to sell whisky,â said Lachlan brightly. Then he fell silent.
âBy the sound of it, ye must all have drunk yer fill.â
âNo one bought a drop of his brew,â said Da.
âThen why have ye taken up this mad scheme?â
Into the new silence that greeted her question, I finally threw an answer. âHis words affected us strongly. Better than any brew.â
â His words !â Ishbel repeated mockingly. âAnd is Alan Dunbar a minister that ye should listen so closely to him? He poaches off the lairdâs land and worse besides.â
âHeâs bold,â said Lachlan, âand takes his lead from nae man. I heard he once stole a whole herd of a neighboring lairdâs cattle all by himself, took them all the way to Edinburgh. He sold them at the market before the sheriffâs men could catch him.â
I could see from Ishbelâs stern expression that was the wrong thing to say, and I decided to leap to Dunbarâs defense. âI heard he killed twenty Frenchmen at the Battle of Waterloo,â I said quickly, âand took a gold coin from the emperor Napoleon himself!â
âAye, itâs easy to believe he was killing and thieving even then,â said Ishbel, changing my words.
âItâs all rumors, Ishbel,â Da said quietly, looking steadily at her. âAnd nobody should be condemned because of rumor.â
Ishbel fell silent, and her brow wrinkled. Next her eyes filled with tears, and she stood up again, going over to stir what was left of the stew with a shaking hand.
Da meant the rumors that had spread through the village about him and Ishbel, of course, rumors that they lived as man and wife without being married in the kirk. Lachlan and I knew they slept apart and sometimes didnât even speak to each other for days. We knew that any soft words between them were so rare as to be small miracles. So if those rumors werenât true, maybe the things said about Alan Dunbar werenât true either. At least I thought that was what Da meant. But I hoped Dunbar really did have Napoleonâs coin. I would dearly love to see it.
Ishbel turned back, her eyes shining with unshed tears. âI canna see that yeâll get justice from theft.â
âItâs nae theft,â said Da. âWeâre taking the sheep direct to the lairdâs house. And asking him to remember what bonds are between a laird and his kin.â
âAnd if yeâre caught before ye arrive there? Nae matter what ye mean to do, itâs the likeness of what yer doing yeâll be hanged for.â
Da looked down and said to his bowl, âWhat would ye have us do, Ishbel?â
âI understand now, even if ye dinna, that times are changing,â she said slowly. âThis poor country life is doomed. When thereâs a flood coming, ye have to move to higher ground. Itâs that or be drowned.â
Da looked up and said quietly, âYe want me to leave this land my family has lived on for generations?â
She nodded, gazing straight into his eyes. âYes, Murdo. Leave their graves behind before ye join them.â
I held my breath, and I could hear Lachlan doing the same. The fire in the hearth too seemed to stop burning for the moment.
âYe speak easily of abandoning graves when ye have nane to leave,â Da