were red and swollen. And then, suddenly, her tears were gone, as if sheâd used up her lifetimeâs supply. She was hollow now, drained of all emotion.
Except for the sadness.
The sadness remained. And behind it lurked the terror. The frightening memories. The terrifying scenes that she knew would remain forever in her mind.
The thoughts followed her everywhere she went, kept her wide awake at night. Something was wrong in the world. Something was there. In her life. Something evil, something inhuman. Something out of control.
After the funeral she walked by herself from thesmall chapel, out into a gray, blustery day. A circle of swirling brown leaves danced over her shoes as she stepped onto the sidewalk.
Dead leaves.
Death. Everywhere.
Corky turned up the collar of her coat, more to hide her face than to protect herself from the gusting winds. She jammed her frozen hands deep into her coat pockets and started to walk.
âHey, Corky!â Kimmy came jogging up to her, her black crimped hair bobbing, her cheeks bright red, her dark eyes watery and red rimmed. Without saying a word, Kimmy threw her arms around Corkyâs shoulders and hugged her, pressing her warm cheek against Corkyâs cold face.
After a few seconds Kimmy stepped back awkwardly, shaking her head. âItâs so awful,â she whispered. She squeezed the arm of Corkyâs coat. âAnd you found him. You were the one whoââ Her voice caught in her throat. âIâm so sorry, Corky.â
Corky lowered her eyes to the pavement. More brown leaves scrabbled over her shoes, tossed by the wind.
Ronnie and Heather appeared, their faces pale, their expressions grim. Kimmy hugged them both. They offered low-voiced greetings to Corky. Then the three girls headed off toward Kimmyâs blue Camry, parked across the street.
âCall me,â Kimmy called to Corky. âOkay?â She didnât wait for a reply.
Corky watched them climb into Kimmyâs car. She saw all three of them talking at once inside the car. As they talked, they kept stealing glances at Corky.
Corky turned away and started to walk. She hadgone several steps before she realized she wasnât alone.
âHi, Corky,â Debra said.
Her cold blue eyes peered out at Corky from under the hood of the black cape she had taken to wearing. Debra always was pale and fragile, but today she appeared almost ghostlike.
âCome talk to me,â she said, her voice barely rising over the rush of the wind.
Corky shook her head. âI really donât feel like talking.â She started to walk again.
Debra hurried to keep up with her. The wind blew back her hood, revealing her short blond hair. âWe
have
to talk, Corky. We have to,â she insisted.
âBut, Debraââ
âOver there.â Debra grabbed Corkyâs arm and pointed toward a small diner across the street. âJust for a few minutes. Weâll grab a hamburger or something to drink. Iâll buy. Okay?â
Debra was pleading so hard that Corky felt she had no choice. âOkay,â she said, sighing. âActually I havenât eaten today.â
A pleased smile crossed Debraâs face as she grabbed Corkyâs arm and pulled her across the street.
A few minutes later they were seated in a tiny booth, their coats folded beside them. Debra was eating a bacon cheeseburger and french fries. Corky, realizing she wasnât as hungry as she thought, took a few spoonfuls from a bowl of vegetable soup.
âPeople say such dumb things at funerals,â Debra said, wiping ketchup off her chin with a napkin. âI heard someone tell Chipâs mom that it was a really good funeral.â She shook her head. âNow whatâs
that
supposed to mean?â
Corky stared down at the soup. âI donât know. I think people feel so uncomfortable at funerals, they donât know what theyâre saying,â she told