present financial stance, Scott could not deny the old feeling of attachment, the old bond. He was doubtful that this feeling was replicated in his sister, and it pained him.
âRemember what we voted her?â his father asked suddenly, breaking Scottâs concentration. He quickly found the memory.
âMiss Congeniality,â Scott mumbled, feeling the tug of loss, remembering. His mother had doted on him, and for a long time he had resisted her possessiveness. Upon her death he had grieved briefly, although, at times thereafter, he had been surprised to suddenly feel a sharp pang of loss, far more powerful than he had felt at her funeral.
Sometimes, images of her would surface in his dreams, inducing yearning and often tears. Scott wondered if the same feeling would surface when he remembered his father. Probably more so, one shrink told him, explaining that he had betrayed his fatherâs aspirations far more than his motherâs.
They held out their cups for refills, and Scott obliged, warning: âBe careful. It has more punch up here in the high altitudes.â
âHope so,â Courtney giggled, already showing the effects.
She turned and watched Tomas cooking their meal. He was making some sort of elaborate concoction using onions, butter, red and green peppers, garlic and oregano, and sliced meat, which he simmered together in a pot.
âWhat is that?â Scott asked.
âTexicano elk,â the Mexican said in accented English, deep in concentration as he stirred, tasted, added salt and pepper, and turned his attention to cutting up lettuce and cucumbers into a large salad bowl. Then he opened up a plastic bag of what looked like cooked beans, put them in a skillet, and covered them with shortening.
âI told you.â Harryâs whisky scent filled the air, announcing his presence. âReally knows hish cooking shit.â
âSmells terrific,â Courtney said, her nostrils dilating.
âTexicano elk, he calls it,â Scott said.
âOnly it ainât elk. Itâs mountain lion. Tastes betterân elk or beef. Fuckinâ mountain lions all over the place. Screwing faster than the wolves. Tough immune systems.â
âGood God,â Courtney said. âMountain lion.â
âWill it make us roar?â Scott joked.
âTry it.â Harry turned to Tomas. âCut âem a piece, Tomas.â He winked and lowered his voice. âSome say itâs betterân Viagra.â
The Mexican cut a piece of cooked meat from the uncut portion and handed a sliver to each of them.
âWhen in Rome â¦â Courtney said, chewing. âNot bad.â
âShoot âem, eat âem. Right, Tomas?â
Tomas nodded, busy with his chores, his face offering little expression of acknowledgement. He doled out the meal, and they ate with relish and washed it down with wine. Tomas spooned out some refried beans and tortillas and carried them yards away to eat, sitting on a log by himself. They ate in silence.
âAm I right about the Mexâs chow?â Harry asked.
âHelluva cook,â Temple acknowledged.
âWeâll sure make music tonight,â Scott said.
âAt least the performance will be in your own sleeping bag.â
âIt sure was good going down,â their father said.
âWhatâs the program for tomorrow, Harry?â Scott asked.
âFly-fishing. Got rods and flies. Weâll hit the Thorofare River. Cutthroats. Maybe some wandering brook trout if weâre lucky.â Harry burped, and Scott noted that he hadnât eaten much. Gets his calories elsewhere.
âHow far?â Scott asked, thinking of his knees.
âSix and a half miles maybe. Two, three hours.â
Harry stood up, slightly unsteady. âShe you in the morning,â he mumbled, and then moved toward his tent.
âHope he can handle it,â Scott said when he was gone, ignoring Tomasâs presence