gone riding past on Biscuit this morning?
âHow would I have noticed?â Digging her fingernails into the board behind her, Darby tried to tough out this encounter, but bravado wasnât her strength and she knew it.
Jonah flung out the dregs of his coffee as if he couldnât discuss this while slaking his own thirst.
âHe drank his trough dry.â
Darby closed her eyes for an instant, wishing she could escape.
âIs he okay?â she asked.
âLuna? Sure. He took care of himself by jumping the fence into the weanling pen and drank their water.â
Darby imagined the big bay shouldering hismotherless offspring aside. To them, heâd look like a monster.
âAre they safe?â
âHe didnât hurt âem, but theyâre dehydrated. Little guys were scared to go for water while he was guarding it.â
Darby didnât see how she could make so many mistakes, but she refused to let her dream life turn into a nightmare for the horses of âIolani Ranch.
In two weeks, sheâd put three horsesâHoku, Navigator, and Lunaâin danger. Multiply that by two, Darby corrected herself. Kona and Joker had been ridden very hard, searching for Hoku. And so had Biscuit.
And now the weanlingsâ¦
âMaybeâ¦,â Darby began, biting her bottom lip hard, hoping the sting would distract her from what she needed to say. But it turned out she couldnât bite that hard. âMaybe I donât belong here.â
âI was thinking that you loved the place.â Jonah raised his black eyebrows.
âI do!â
âYou give up awful easy for someone in love.â Jonah cleared his throat.
âI donât want to hurt any more horses,â Darby protested. âIâm just not catching on fast enough.â
âNeed any help packing your bags?â Jonah offered.
Then he smiled.
âWhy arenât you mad at me? Or are you?â Darby had never felt so confused. âWhy do you want me to stay when Iâve done nothing but mess up since I got here?â she asked him.
âDonât fish, Darby.â Jonah gave a disapproving scowl.
âDonâtâ?â
âYouâre fishing for compliments. And hereâs what I have to say about your âmessing upâ: I know where you went into the water, and I know where you came out. You have what it takes.â
Darby almost quit breathing, she was so surprised. No one was supposed to know she had risked her life to save Hoku. She hadnât meant to do anything but swim her to the beach around the point. Since she was a strong swimmer, it hadnât seemed at all heroic. But she hadnât known about the powerful riptide.
Physical bravery? To her, it was a terrible accident that sheâd barely survived. If anything, Jonah should admire Hoku for saving his granddaughterâs life.
âAnd I am mad.â He pointed his finger at her. âAsk Cathy. I was roaring when I came to the house looking for you. If youâd hurt that stallion or his babiesâ¦â Jonah grappled for control, but his rational approach collapsed and he was shouting again. âWhen I ask you to do something, it must be done, and not two or three days later, either!
âItâs fine that you work Hoku and go riding onNavigator, but thereâs never enough time to do what must be done to keep this place running. Never has been and probably never will be. Why do you thinkâ?â Jonah broke off with a dismissive gesture.
Had her grandfather been about to mention her mother? Or maybe her aunt Babe, whoâd opened a fancy resort instead of working on âIolani Ranch?
Jonah lay the flat of his hand on Konaâs neck, calming the nervous horse.
âWe take these animals from places where they care for themselves. We make them helpless, in a way, but they do their best to work with us. They shouldnât suffer for their loyalty.â
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