voice say sheâll pick âem up in five minutes.
A light flickered on in the building I was watching. I counted windows. It was one apartment over from Renney the pimpâs place. No luck.
After Leroy had to leave for his club bouncer job, I flopped in Gloriaâs orange plastic guest chair, after checking it for roaches. I always catch little streaks of movement in that place. Small mice or big roaches, Iâm not sure which. They banquet on the crumbs from Gloriaâs Twinkies.
âWhat do you hear, Glory?â Iâd asked.
âNothing,â sheâd said, feeling real conversational. She took a couple calls, moving cabs around the city. She can do five things at once, punch buttons on the phone console, relay addresses, play solitaire, eat Milky Ways. I spent some time admiring her outfit, which looked like a purple pup tent, to tell the truth.
âYou working?â sheâd asked after a while.
âTwo cases,â Iâd replied.
âWho-ee,â sheâd said. âMoney pourinâ in.â
âYeah, Iâm gonna have to hire a Brinkâs truck.â I didnât feel like telling her one of my clients was under age and the other was a freebie.
âYou seeinâ that cop?â sheâd asked.
âMooney?â Iâd answered cautiously. âSometimes. Why?â
âYou and he, uh, you dating or what?â
Dating is such a quaint word. âNope,â Iâd said. I think Gloria likes to keep tabs on my love life, because of Sam. Maybe she reports to him.
âI hear heâs gonna testify.â
âTestify?â Iâd repeated.
âAt those hearings. You know,â sheâd said.
âWhat hearings?â
âCops earning overtime for no-shows. Goosinâ the bars that arenât connected. Givinâ zero protection and takinâ big bucks.â
My stomach had contracted. If Mooney was going to testify, he must be involved.
The light in the flat next to Renneyâs died. I put my gloves back on and sat on my hands to warm them up.
My dad was a cop. Even now, hours after leaving Gloria, my stomach felt the way it used to when he and Mom had one of their roaring fights, way back before the divorce, when I was too small to remember much. I recalled one of their fighting words: âpad.â âPad,â âon the pad,â and its variations were unerring advance signals of pitched battles with pots and jars and ugly words hurtling through the air. Iâd sit on the porch with my hands over my ears till the storm passed. I didnât find out what the words meant for years.
By then my dad was dead. I couldnât ask him.
A red Chevy Camaro, the car most likely to be ticketed by a cop or boosted by a thief, passed within inches of my fender, flying low, and brought me back to the present. It left a contrail of blaring acid rock.
I consulted Valerieâs expressionless eyes. Was that her kind of music?
Fourteen and a half years old. I tried to remember fourteen, more than half a life ago. The quality of time had been so different. Everything, every single tiny want or need, had been urgent, immediate, absolutely wonderful, devastatingly awful. What would have made the fourteen-year-old me run from the Emerson School?
My mind balked. I couldnât picture myself there. What would make a kid from the suburbs run to the Zone? Had she run here? If not, why the hell had Jerry Toland followed? Why hadnât he reported his stolen wallet? Maybe heâd given it to Valerie. Maybe sheâd lifted it while they argued.
I shifted position and started the engine, grateful for the rush of hot air. I decided to switch focus, forget Renneyâs place for the night, search for Valerie instead of Janine. Every cop in the city was probably keeping an eye out for bleached-blonde prostitutes, trying to get Mooney off the hook. As far as I knew, I was the only one looking for Valerie.
Maybe,