card:
With deepest sympathy for your loss. Jack Monroe.
I was still transferring the flowers into the tallest vase I could find, when Richard arrived. âAre these yours?â he asked, kissing me briefly, his attention focused on the display. Just for one moment I considered lying, but decided instead to be honest. With hindsight, I should have followed my first instinct.
âYes. Theyâre beautiful, arenât they?â
âHmm. Yes,â he replied distractedly, looking around for something, which, you didnât need to be Sherlock Holmes to work out, was the gift card. âWho are they from?â
I took a deep breath before replying, âJack Monroe.â
âWho?â
âJack Monroe. The American guy, from the other night⦠the one who pulled me out of the car.â
The blank look on his face cleared, to be replaced by a small frown of displeasure.
âWhy is he sending you flowers?â
âI donât know. As a gesture of condolence? Because itâs a nice thing to do? Who knows?â Perhaps it was Richardâs look of undisguised irritation that made me add, âActually, I thought they were from
you
.â He had the grace to look a little embarrassed and uncomfortable, but not enough good sense to know when to drop the subject.
âSo, why did you give him your home address?â
âI didnât.â Richardâs attitude was really beginning to rankle, and was ruining the small lift receiving the flowers had given me after such a terribly sad day.
âSo how did he know where to send them?â
I stopped sliding the blooms into place and turned to look at him. âI have no idea,â I replied in a tight voice, which really should have warned him against pursuing this any further. âHeâs a writer, so maybe heâs just good at doing research? Surely you donât have a problem with this?â
Richard looked flustered at the challenging note and I could tell he might already be regretting everything heâd said since he had arrived. Unfortunately his next comment wasnât much better. âStill, itâs kind of weird, isnât it? Him tracking you down like this, and sending this expensive display? Itâs all a bit stalker-ish, isnât it?â
I carefully laid down the sharp scissors Iâd been using to snip the blooms before I answered. Itâs never wise to get angry while holding sharp implements. âWell, I donât know, Richard, let me think. First he comes along and rescues me from the accident, then he saves my life when the car explodes, and now he has the nerve to just go and send me flowers. Dâyou know what, I think youâre right. The guyâs clearly deranged. Perhaps I should get a restraining order?â
âI was just sayingââ he began, but I was quick to interrupt.
âWell donât.â I picked up the scissors and cut short a stem and the conversation in one decisive snip.
Six blooms later, I realised I had been unnecessarily short with him. I looked up and saw him watching me carefully, unsure of whether the argument had run its course or was just taking a breather.
âSorry,â I said, breaking the deadlock, âI may have overreacted.â
âYou reckon?â
I felt the tension running away like raindrops down a windowpane.
âAnd I might have been a jerk,â he admitted, holding out his arms.
âYou reckon?â I replied, slotting against him and feeling some more of the nerve-jangling tension ebb away as his hold around me tightened.
âIâve had such an awful day. It was so sad having to cancel everything for the wedding, and visiting Amyâs parents and seeing them so torn up just broke my heart,â I confided into the soft fabric of his shirtfront. âBut thatâs no excuse to take it out on you. Iâm sorry.â
âThatâs what Iâm here for,â he soothed against
Robert & Lustbader Ludlum