stopped him. âHe can stay in the jail.â
âThat boy in that dank basement?â Mom shot up from the sofa. âWith drunks and thieves and rapists and murderers? Heâll come outta there all lessoned up in sin.â
âNow, Stella, Iâd put âim in his own cell. I ainât stupid, ya know.â
âLike hell you ainât. Your bright idea is to put a boy in a basement. I thought you were dumb. I didnât know you were son-of-a-bitch dumb.â
âStella.â Dad winced.
âWe all know why Dottie left you,â Mom continued. âRan off with that well-to-do fella. If you ask me, she shouldâve done it years earlier, instead of stayinâ with a small dick like you. She told us all. Called ya pinky pants behind your back.â
She started taunting the sheriff with her pinkies, the sweat shining on her forehead like bad stars. When she began to choke on her laughter, Dad was quick to pat her on the back.
âCalm down, Stella. For Christâs sake, breathe.â
âOh Godââ She caught her breath. âIâm so sorry I said those things. I ⦠the heat.â She swept the damp strands of her hair back, unable to meet the sheriffâs eyes. âItâs just the heat. I didnât mean it. Iâm so sorry.â
âMy apologies as well, Sheriff.â Dad aired his collar. âI think itâs safe to say Sal is wanted, and he can stay here until something more permanent can be decided upon. And again, Iâm so sorry for what has been spoken here.â
You could feel the sheriffâs anger take over the room. Almost like a whooshing past your face. A sort of entity that felt like it could have peeled the wallpaper off the walls and broken the crystal.
âI best be goinâ.â The sheriff straightened as if he were being asked to show how tall he really was. Then he quietly nodded at all of us, very slowly at Mom, before leaving with his hands clenched at his sides, only the pinkies left out like small horns.
âWell, that was very sudden, Stella.â Dad checked his tie once more.
âIâm not used to it beinâ so hot. None of us are. Weâre not prepared for a heat like this. I can just imagine the things thatâll be had from here on out. We best get cool, and soon. Weâre all in a volcano of trouble. I feel it.â
âCalm down now, Stella.â Dad cleared his throat. âI think Iâll go ⦠I think Iâll take a walk to the cemetery. Iâd like to talk this whole situation over with Mother.â He turned to Sal to clarify. âMy mother has passed. But she always had a way of clarifying the distinctly strange. I think speaking with her has the great possibility of enlightening me on this matter we have before us.â
âThe cemetery is a million miles away.â Mom wrung her hands. âYouâll be gone forever. I was planninâ on makinâ lentil stew. You have to boil lentils, Autopsy. You know how I feel about boilinâ things, all them bubbles poppinâ up. Itâs like rain in a pot. And now we wonât be havinâ lentil stew, âcause you wonât be here to boil it. You have to stay.â
Dad tugged on the tail of her hair until she smiled.
âI wonât be gone long.â His long arms wrapping around her was like being somewhere in a wheat field.
âYouâll be gone forever. Once you start talkinâ to your mother, I become a widow.â She broke the embrace and bit her fingernail hard enough to chip the polish. She frowned at this and more as she said to him, âIf you must go, then go, but before you do, bring me my canna for the day.â
Breathed envied Momâs cannas, which were tall, tropical flowers done up in colors with familiar names like red, orange, yellow, peach. Yet they werenât familiar at all. They were the colors of the other side of a journey to
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