you I loved him.â
Her vehemence hit him harder than it should have, he knew. But there was no denying what he was feeling. God, he was an idiot for walking into this so damn blindly. All heâd been able to think about was making the deal. Getting the land. Helping the Kings to win one more time.
If heâd known she was mourning some other guy, he never would have done this. It would have felt too messy to touch.
âI donât get why youâre so upset,â she muttered, scraping her hands up and down her arms as if chilled to the bone in the soft tropical breeze.
âI donât like being lied to. Or manipulated,â Sean said flatly. âCall it a flaw.â
âI didnât manipulate you,â she snapped. âWe had a deal. And no sex was part of itâyet just a minute ago, you had my breasts in your mouth, trying to manipulate me into bed. So whoâs the guilty one here?â
Okay, that he wasnât going to take. Sean had never tricked or forced a woman into his bed in his life. And he never would. Now his wife stood there looking down at him like an avenging angel of chastity? And he was supposed to feel what? Guilty ?
âOh, I donât think so, honey,â he murmured, his voice as soft as his anger was hot. Reaching out for her, he trailed his fingertips along her arms and watched her involuntary shiver in response. âYou can convince yourself of whatever you have to, but we both know there was no manipulation here. You liked my touch. You still want my touchâ¦â
âNoâ¦â
âOh yeah,â Sean said, forcing a smile that cost him every ounce of will he possessed. âYou do. A couple minutes ago, you were sighing and moaning and enjoying every touch and lick andââ
âStop it.â
Sean shook his head. âNot a chance. You want to pretend to yourself? Go ahead. But we both know that a couple more minutes of what we were doing and your whole no-sex vow would have been tossed out a window. Iâm the one who stopped, remember? Iâm the one who pulled back.â
âI was just about toââ
âForget it. Sell it to someone who doesnât have the imprint of your fingernails on his scalp.â
She flushed and even in the pale wash of moonlight,Sean saw her skin pinken. Embarrassment? Shame? Regret ? Who the hell knew?
âYou might want to pretend that youâre not interested in living anymore,â Sean said, bending low enough that his mouth was just a breath away from hers. âBut your body didnât get the message. Itâs still alive and right now, itâs hungeringâjust like mine is.â
She lifted both hands and shoved at his chest. He stepped back in responseânot because he had to but because he could see she needed the space. And hell, so did he.
âYouâre wrong.â
âNo,â he said. âIâm really not. But you tell yourself whatever you have to.â
Neither of them spoke and the sounds of the party seemed to grow to fill the tense silence between them. Finally, after what felt like a lifetime or two, Melinda said, âI donât think I can go back into the reception. Iâm going to go up to the suite.â
âFine.â Sean moved back to the balcony and hands on the rail, stared out at the moon-washed darkness.
âWhat are you going to do?â she asked.
He turned his head to look at her and as much as he hated to admit it, a part of him wanted to comfort her. She looked a littleâ¦lost. But he shut down his soft and cuddly side in favor of nursing his righteous indignation awhile longer. âIâm going to get a drink.â
âI meantââ She broke off and blew out a breath. âI meant, will you still honor our deal? Will you be coming up to the suite?â
Up to the penthouse suite where they would both be staying for the length of their marriage. Living with her, being